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Syidah.
Been living for 20years.
Love the guitars.
Passion for music.
Full-time nurse.
Orange is the new black if u ask me.
Deeply in love with Zyrul Fernandez Shahryszal.
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Tuesday, January 11, 2005
12:28:00 AM
iTs been a while since the start of the skool year... But i'm not schooling any more. Not for my secondary education i'm not... Passed by that skool juz now when i wanted to walk home.. It feels so weird! I missed those funny four years... Hahahahahaha!! They bring a smile on my face... I remember: The first day of skool, sec 1... All those performances i had, the dancing... those guys whom i had for a boyfrend, how they hurt me yet it was silly... the teachers who were always suffering in my class, especially in Sec 2..(2E2 - 2002 - rawkS!) [actually my class was the worst express class during my years..hehehehehe...] the days, the many days tat i've skipped class and skool... those troubles, major troubles that i did..(my skool record is very confusing i can guess..) the stuff we did in the girls toilet... Hahahahahaha!........... i was a good girl gone bad... i WAS a prefect but i wasnt perfect... They were wild days...cool days...silly days... Darned it! i miss them so much!...
Friday, January 07, 2005
1:19:00 AM
"Why do u build me up?
Buttercup...baby...
juz to let me down..
n mess me around
and then worse of all
u nvr called baby when u say u will..
but i luv u still..
i nid u
more than anyone darling
u noe tat i haf rite from the start... "
Who's my 'buttercup'?
There's 2 guys to choose from...
but both got problems..haiz...
1st guy:
He haf a gal.. But we are quite close..
We haf this tele-kinetic psychology thingy, i mean we haf the same thinking most of the times..
He can kindda 'read' my mind and vice versa...
But he haf a gal..
He haf no further feelings towards me...nothing more than friends...
2nd guy:
He hates me to the core...
Tat's my analogy...
Cuz he treats me like dirt most of the time...
But he's single..We do haf a few things in common though...
Haiz..But he hates me..
So wat am i to do?
Continue loving the one who I'm close but is attached...
Or the one who is single but hates me...
Or better still...NONE!!
Hahahaha...but i can't... Cuz the only way for me to forget both is to find a new guy..
Which is impossible cuz once i adore someone i'll haf difficulties changing my prospective...
