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Syidah.
Been living for 20years.
Love the guitars.
Passion for music.
Full-time nurse.
Orange is the new black if u ask me.
Deeply in love with Zyrul Fernandez Shahryszal.
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email: chaos_syidah@hotmail.com
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006
12:45:00 PM
Thats IT.
I've had enough.
I'm giving up already.
If this makes u happy.
And hopefully for the last time.
Monday, June 26, 2006
4:18:00 AM
OH MAN..
i'm schooling today. damn. yeah can see my friends. but. i'll see stupid old freaking lecturers again. shit man. i would wanna avoid them as far as i can. so that i wont get into trouble with them. cuz it seems like i get into trouble with them so easily nowadays. dammit.
anyway. its 4.18am. and im schooling at 8am tmw. and yeah. i'm not aslp. damn body clock really gone haywire. i actually hafta wake up at 6am. soo.. if i slp now. i'll benefit 1hour of rest. haha!
first day of school tmw. and i haf an ICA to do. presentations and stuffs. fuck man. school's freaking stressful. and my attachments are coming up. double fuck man! damn i hate attachments. its damn freaking far from where i live. n i hafta get OUT of my house at 5AM!! thats really whack. argh!
stop talking bout all this. stupid shit. damn.
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
4:17:00 AM
Firstly.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDETTES! [Sheda and Shahila] hope u gals enjoy ur day orite.
so back to today.
went out with Wawan. for an 'Adventure'. "The Search For The Largest Tweety Bird" wakaka! we went to Causeway Point. then headed to Jurong Point. There we went to Kiddy Palace and Toys'R'us. became abit childish there. Hehe... then Jurong East Central. where we took a break and played pool. haha.. thanx Wawan for those tips and advices. =D then we went to West Mall. there we played at the Arcade. haha! Finally we went home.
and i am so tired. okay i tink i wanna slp now. haha! Zzzzzzz.........
Monday, June 19, 2006
6:10:00 AM
i woke up at 2am today. cuz i slpt at 10am yesterday. wakaka!
gezz where i went. DXO. wakaka! my first time ever. went with Wandee. yeah. shocking right? many of my friends were shocked when i told them. haha.
nah i'm okay dude. i dun wanna haf any enemies or whatever. i used to not contact my bf once we break up. but then i think. thats so childish laa. so yeah.there's no problem of being friends back when we broke up.
anw before that. i went out with a bunch of people. and Qayyum was one of them. haha! its been a long time since i went out with him. and there's Imran. it felt funny laa. like blast from the past. cuz we used to be close during sec 2. (Qayyum was sec 3) but then there's a bit of complications and we seperated. then there's Husaini. damn irritating guy. keep disturbing me about secondary sch times. when i was hiphop. he called me 'Bling' and keep asking me where's my 'BlingBling'. cuz he associated hiphop with the blingblings.
then after chilling out at Esplanade. i went to meet Wandee at Raffles City. Taufiq walked with me. cuz he's meeting his Bro which he havent met since he was 7 yrs old. woah! Reunion beb.. very touching huh. anyway..i sat outside Raffles City with Wandee and gang. then Fiq came outside with his bro. they look so damn different... His bro lived in France. Thats why they havent met for 10years.
btw Fiq. umm i was kindda taken aback. and still kindda shocked. if u noe wat i mean. haha.
anw.. it has been 1 whole freaking week! im suffering like freaking hell dude! when will it be? next week? pls nooo! i cant last for even a day. and there's alot of unwanted others in my life now. i really didnt want it to happen u noe. but how can i stop such things right? haiz... when will things settle? i will burst one day for sure. ='(
Thursday, June 15, 2006
11:54:00 PM
BORED.
it has been 4 whole days. im rotting at home. tried to find things to do. but now it has come to its limits.
i havent seen my friends since last Sunday. Haha.
Damn. i MUST go out this weekends. actually i'm supposed to go for my dance camp. which i REALLY wanna go. BUT.. most probably i cant. cuz i got this operation done. so i cant do vigourous for this moment. which means i cant dance. darn! argh!
but maybe i can go. cuz maybe i'll feel better. and maybe the nurse says i can do some dancing. then maybe i can go!
wakaka!
dream on laa syidah...
or maybe i can go. but i juz chill one corner. haha. yeah that will song so boring. but who cares right?
whatever it is. this weekends i must go out. haha. my TOP priority.
cuz i'm damn BORED!
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
7:35:00 PM
[Scroll down for pics from the gig. Punk Rock vs Metal. Thanx]
Woohoo! the gig last sunday was great. there's lots and lots of ppl. i went there late thou. like around 5plus. and i missed few bands like Hopekill, Pynknotic and Murder By Ska. damn. but the bands after that were good too.
went there with Taufiq. cuz he gotta help his friend before the gig. and we kindda rushed cuz his band was gonna play at 6pm.
honestly. this was the first real gig i've ever gone to since Sec 3. and i was so awkward. haha. but the place is damn small and stuffy! everyone were HOT and SWEATING. its not only those who mosh. even those, like me, who were standing around taking pics were sweating like hell. its as thou there's a shower in there. wakaka!
well the first thing i came in to the studio, when i wanna give my tix to Dol, i heard someone shouting my name. then i heard laughters. and lots of... ''Kamal!' it was freaking dark. lucky me. at least i saw Arman. then i saw the rest who were shouting and laughing. haha. i thought u wanna hide from me? too bad ay. ur friends helped me 'find' u. wakaka!
Giant hafta take care of the entrance. she's the Tickets seller. haha. sounds funny. but anw. i didnt get to hang-out with her much. so i went around and sat with all the Yishun peeps. and damn there were alot of them. haha.
anw the gig wasnt a disappointment to me. hehe. of course. there are many 'desirables' wakaka! i took some pics of 2 bands unfortunately. and the scenes there. im posting it here. so haf a look orite... Punk Rock vs Metal Gig
Saturday, June 10, 2006
2:38:00 AM
BLACK. my hair.yes.
came to school only for my electives. and was late. but Ivan was okay. i think i scared the shit out of him. haha. nah. actually he said i looked like ghost. hmm. mayb black hair, powdered face n thick eyeliners do haf its effects huh. wakaka!
went to meet Wawan, Zid, Asap and another person (forgot his name). played pool at OCC. but only for awhile. cuz right after tat i went to see Kamal's band jam. hehe.
yey. finally. after 2years, i got to see him jam again. last time, we were enemies. so no conversation then. now. okay no conversation in the jamming room cuz it was noisy. but we are 'good' friends. and we talked. hehe. yey!
anw. he is good at playing the guitar. and he keeps saying he isnt. so stubborn. haha. damn i really haf a lot to say. but i tink i rather not type it. haha. privacy okay.
so then met Giant at lee. haha. she is one crazy girl. yeah Giant aku pon miss kau laa. wakaka! gila punya orang.
cant wait for this sunday. to be honest. this is gonna be the 2nd gig i had ever gone to my entire life. the first one was during Sec 3. i tink. its like a loooooonnnnggg time ago dude. and by now i feel totally out of place. haiya. wokay.
Punk Rock vs Metal 11 June 2006 I.J Studio 1pm-11pm Tickets:$3
Thursday, June 08, 2006
10:05:00 PM
OLD FREAKING LECTURERS ARE PILES OF RUBBISH IN MY SCHOOL. should be thrown away.yes. they are damn old fashioned. and not even mentioning having stupid logical sense.
haha. get this. wearing slippers will DEFINITELY make u slip and fall. but. a sandal with back strap DOES NOT. i repeat. a sandal WITH BACKSTRAP will NOT make u fall. wakaka! then what if the soles of the sandal had worn off. n there is no friction? and now i gotta dye my nice hair colour to black. oh my. im gonna turn gothic. wakaka! and it all because of a dumb lecturer. Mdm Wong or watever her name is. and gezz wat? her room mate in the staff room is who? my BEST MENTOR and LECTURER. Mdm Loi Mei Ling.
haha. i bet there's a lot of 'peer pressure' going on...
Mdm Wong:i must book students for improper attire. if not i will be called a weak lecturer by Loi!
Mdm Loi:oh. Wong is booking students. i must do it too. if i don't, she'll look down on me!
haha.yeah. i bet this really happened. cuz they haf ALOT in common. so if they don't do what the other does, they'll haf something not in common. and this is distruptive for their friendship. cuz they are like best room mates.
10 things that they haf in common:
They both are about the same height.
They slouch.
Their hair are grey and balding.
They LOVE to book students.
They think they are the BEST lecturers in the school.
They are seniors. (and senior citizens)
Their desks are FREAKING MESSY. (u'll find cockroaches amongst some of the piles)
They wear stupid shoes that never match their outfits.
They have bad sense of nice places to go to.
They haf ALOT to talk about. (stories dated back till before i was borned)
Saturday, June 03, 2006
4:03:00 AM
Pls take care of urself laa...
if not i'm gonna take care of u.
u want? haha.
twisted ankle. crammed shoulders. left knee pain. okay to summarise it. ur whole body is thrashed. damn.
okay. this nurse will come to ur rescue. as if. hehe.
next. i dunno what's wrong with my parents. haiya. seriously man. okay if they wanna scold me for going out, okay ah. but i'm not at anywhr bad. im at school doing my cca. or some school event. then my dad even scolded me cuz i slp late. and its on a Friday night. seriously. tis whole week i've been bz with my school. at least gimme a day for me to enjoy laa pls.. im not going out on Saturday and Sunday. cuz i hafta help with my cuzzin's wedding. and so my whole week is all work! luckily today i went to Jam n Hop at school.
am i unreasonable for saying all this? but i cant help it.
my friends can reach home around 11pm plus. me? before 10pm. haha. sounds pathetic right? but an hour plus does haf its purpose u noe.
im sooo treated like a freaking child. dammit.
really makes my blood boil once in a while. haiz...
whatever la. let them be. do whatever u guys wanna do to me. i haf no say anw. i juz do. like a dog. at least dogs get some treats after every stunt they do. me? i only get scoldings for my wrong doings. and dont get treats. fine.
