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Syidah.
Been living for 20years.
Love the guitars.
Passion for music.
Full-time nurse.
Orange is the new black if u ask me.
Deeply in love with Zyrul Fernandez Shahryszal.
=)
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Monday, July 24, 2006

11:26:00 PM

Okay before the dreaded day of attachments.

i enjoyed myself by going to...

TAPESTRY!

yeah..
haha..

oh man.how i REALLY missed out ALOT on all these stuff.
okay went there alone.
straight to Far East Plaza.
juz in time for Murder By Ska's performance.
haha.
Azhar mcm chilling by the beach gitu kan perform dudok.
but its cuz he got a really big bandage around his lower leg.
yeah2.
its a BANDAGE.
but still..
i wanna sign on it!
wakaka..

ok fine.nvm.
saw everyone there.
Kamal, Fahmi, Ian, Farish, Mel, Ahmad, Shikin, Rasyid, Zack, Husaini, Farhan, Khairul..
and ppl from Hopekill, Incontrol and of course MBS.

then next up was Hopekill.
they are like damn power sia.
Kamal is sooo damn right.
ur cool dude..
haha.
serious the band played really nice.
drum guitar solos..
vocals, screams...
woohoo..
niceee..

they got 2 slot for the day.
at 3.30pm and 5pm.
so yeah.
its soo nicee.
haha.

After Hopekill's performance we went to LP and eat.
again damn Husaini.
oh kay now im not crumpler.
i now look like a guy from behind..
wow.
nicee..
not.
ok nvm suke hati kau laa giler.

after eating we went to Wheelock Place.
to the second venue for Tapestry.
whr Incontrol would be performing at 8.30pm.
the last band for the day.
and for Tapestry.
saw Wandee and his gf Nireoz ( or Zoerin? haha.i still dunno wat to call u)
at Wheelock too.
Wandee's friend performed for Tapestry too.
and they are good sia..

haha.
btw..
didnt tot tat lying down on the walkway at Orchard felt so nice.
wakaka.
serious sia.
thanx to Khairul's leg, the many2 guitar bags and of course the open space we had on the walkway.
oh yeah.
and also the bands which performed in front of us.
thanx.
all of these really made a
comfortable atmosphere and environment for me to sleep.
wakaka!
which lucky i didnt.
but Fahmi did.
and Kamal did too.
haha.
chilling mah..

Incontrol's performance was nicee too.
yeaps.
they sound really good.
=)

After their performance,
Syarif's idea was to go to Orchard Tower.
which he said.
has a lot of 'he-woman'.
and they really2 look pretty.
as told by him.
so we reached there.
went up the escalator.
i mean the guys.
thn me, shikin and ahmad went up.
the moment we reached the top.
the guys came back to the escalator.
all of them wanna go down.
becuz 'Kimak! Bau tkle angkat siak!'
wakaka!!!!
wat the hell.
then i made a u-turn and went down wif them.
haha!

After Syarif and some brave others look around the place,
we went back to Orchard MRT.
they hang out behind.
but i went home instead.
then i met up wif Taufiq, his friend Wati (hmm yeah i think) and Aidil.
cuz i wanna borrow Fiq's discman.
then i headed home.
while they went to Orchard Rd.

argh.
and today is attachment day.
i haf nothing to talk about.
haha.
end.

Sunday, July 23, 2006

1:19:00 AM

i think i can become a PSYCHIQ!
woohoo!

i predicted that tis was gonna be the suckiest week.
and it was..
woot!
i can predict the future...
.......
.....
..

yeah rite.
wakaka!
actually i didnt really remember what happened this week.
hmm.
lemme recall.

went to Thomson Plaza wif Iqah and Kin juz now.
thn helped Kin to trim her hair abit.
so that it will be leveled and slanted.
hehe.
thanx for the kish Kin!
wakaka!

then went to town for a few mins.
bumped into wandee and his gf and ghalid.
then watch abit of the Tapestry performance.
then went to Durian Monster.
and chilled out.

hmm.
oh yah.
on Friday went to Phat Nite at school.
wahliows.
my thighs are damn crammed.
my legs feel like they r gonna dislodge from my body.
before Phat Nite i went to FBodz prac for awhile.
thn dance more at the dancefloor.
non-stop dude.
from 6-10.30pm.
woohoo!

yeah damn Rafi.
i will totally remember ur name now dude.
u watch out at school arh..
how come u so observant ar?
wahliows.
even my ex-sec sch mates didnt realise it sia..
ish...

"row row row ur boat" eh..
haha..

okay lemme think.
wat else happened tis week?
oh yeah BCLS 2nd attempt.
wah lucky i passed sia.
now i'm certified to do CPR.
but umm.
actually im not so confident ar.
wakaka.
useless nurse.

kay other than these.
seriously i forgot wat happened.
wakaka!
short term memory loss.
dammit man..

Sunday, July 16, 2006

9:42:00 PM

the thing that will make me really sad
is when someone dont see my efforts.
and thus dont appreciate them.
in times of sudden urge of anger,
people can say really mean stuff.
including me.
but when people hit me.
sometimes it can really hurt.

i think i'm too kind sometimes.
not to self-praise.
cuz this isnt a good thing to me now.
actually i feel really stupid.

people had made me angry in the past.
they really didnt appreciate me.
the things i did.
at the moment when i realise they dont appreciate me,
i was damn angry.
like wtf rite?
ive done things for u and u treated me like shit?

but then few days later.
sometimes weeks or months later.
i will be back to my normal self.
and then treat the person as if nothing happened.
i even do more good stuff.
is that stupid?
please tell me.
cuz i really dunno.
it hurts me really bad.
even when im ok wif the person.
but it still hurts me.
and i dont wanna think bout the past.

and the worse thing is.

this had never stop.

since i was 13.
why?

Saturday, July 15, 2006

2:36:00 AM

i just finished bathing.
cuz i just came home.
and its 2.30am.
wowness!
haha.
i'm so happy my parents didnt scold me when i reach home.
or searched for me when its only 9.30pm.

i went to BAYBEATS!
haha.
but pathetically,
i came for only a band.
one band.
damn.
cuz i had Fbodz practice earlier today.
it ended at 10pm.
and its like damn late.
my mind kept dwelling to the event at Esplanade.
haha.
i rushed there once the practice was done.

it was DAMN packed sia!
cant believe it.
and i couldnt contact anyone of them.
so i stood one corner.
then suddenly i saw Diana.
yeah.
that was lucky.
and she showed me whr's Kamal and the others.
heheheh.
i'm still smiling now.
=)

i only gt to see Love Me Butch perform.
wow.
they are good man.
the vocals.
the guitar.
wow.
didnt waste my time coming down for only an hour.
haha!

then we rushed for the last train.
we took the final train to Kranji.
it was lucky too.
we could haf missed tat too if we didnt walk right after the last song.

then while waiting,
Imran, Zy, Hafiz and Taufiq came.
so we went home together.
and i got another surprise.
MIMI was in the train too!
haha.
i didnt see him till he kick me.
lucky ah u my frend.
wakaka!
anw i talked to him the whole way.
together with his friend.
the 'vampire' guy.
haha..
nice contact lenses u got dude.
it totally compliments ur teeth.
ur sharp teeth.
wow.
but ur cool dude.
n umm i still didnt get ur name.
haha.
sorry..my ears are really really sensitive.
wakaka!
anw Mimi told me he saw Wandee at Baybeats.
but later on Wandee called and i told him that my neighbour saw him.
and he said he didnt see.
shuld be olso i gezz.
the place was kindda dark and there's alot of people.

so when we reached yishun we went S11.
Kamal, Ian, Fahmi ate.
then we chilled awhile.
at 1plus we decided to go home.

i walked home with Kamal.
like duh our houses are quite near.
so we hafta walk the same direction.
he's damn tired.
he told me he didnt slp the whole night.
wahliow.
he really suffer from insomnia sia.
aiyoh.
and he wont be slp again tonite.
cuz at 5am he hafta help his mom.
and AGAIN he might not get any slp the next night
cuz his friends might be slping over at his house.
eh dude go get some rest laa.
ur eyes are twitching already.
it means that u didnt get enuf slp.

i'm so happy today.
yeah.
smiling like all the way till i reached home.
haha.
like one mad woman.
luckily i didnt talk to myself.
that's the worst case dude.
wakaka!

yeah!
after 1mth and few days.
finally......
=D

Thursday, July 13, 2006

1:46:00 AM

Out of sheer boredom i did some questionaires.
N its kindda cool.
and sometimes kindda true..
woah....
haha!

You are a Rocker Girl!

If you don't have musical talent, you've got a talent for picking out great CD's.Music rules your life - and you've got the best MP3 collection of anyone you know.Many guys find you intimidating, but a select few think you're the catch of a lifetime.Start hanging out in more used record stores, and you'll find love with a fellow rocker!

Your Fashion Style is Urban

You've got a style all your own... and it works
Not too trendy, not too freaky - you've got streetwear down to a science
You always look cute and put together, but keep it comfortable too
You're the type of girl that creates trends and inspires others to be funky

You Are a Lace Bra!

Dreamy, romantic, and ultra-feminine
You're a womanly woman who makes guys feel like men
Your perfect guy is strong, determined, and handsome
With a softer side that only you can draw out

You Are Funky Panties

You're stylish, trendy, but not over the top.
You know how to look good - without looking like you're trying too hard.
Men think that you're cute, friendly, and approachable.
And you've got a spunky, feisty side that comes out after a while!