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Syidah.
Been living for 20years.
Love the guitars.
Passion for music.
Full-time nurse.
Orange is the new black if u ask me.
Deeply in love with Zyrul Fernandez Shahryszal.
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Wednesday, November 29, 2006
2:40:00 AM
I'm STUCK!
i'm juz freaking stuck. please someone help.
I need a hug. The stress is getting to my head. Thank you.
ARGHH fuck laa. lets talk bout other stuff.. any went to a gig at Gashaus. first time there. hmm quite cool uh the place.. compared to IJ so small. haha..
but anw Dec is packed with events. almost everywk there's at least one gig. till i'm confused with which to go. HAHA.
oh yeah.. latest news. my darling Belo girl Syikin, haf found her other half. i mean she found herself a bf.. good for u gerl.. Iqah, kau jgn plak ade matair.. nanti aku sorng seh..
but nvm uh.. i still wanna stay single at least a year. and its 4 more mths till one year HAHA!
so i'm unavailable till next year April. and maybe more uh.
if Kamal can be single for 5yrs, maybe i can too. heheheheh.. if he can, why cant i? hmm.. maybe becuz he lacks of the need for a companion. maybe he is totally abnormal.
cuz seriously its not like nobody likes him or even love him. its juz that he doesnt want to be with anyone. and he doesnt fight for the girl he likes. he dont even feel jealous! freaking abnormal.. but i'm not abnormal sia.. shit laa..
ok seriously now i dunno wat i was talking about before this sia.. oh ok.. bout the single thingy.
dunno uh. anw i already used to like 2 guys. and both said juz be friends. if u read my older posts u'll see wat happen laa.
so now i'm really scared of liking anyone else. thou i do like the person. i'll keep quiet. oh man this is so not me. i'll juz tell the person if i like him. but now the each rejection is hurting me deeper.
y ah?
am i getting to old? and sentimental?
nabeiiiiii..
anw thanx Hakim for listening. great advice. but then. i'm scared of telling uh. Hakimekkk.. HAHA!
omg. and i realise i'm becoming more of a coward sia! FUCK LAA.. ishhhhhh...
