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Syidah.
Been living for 20years.
Love the guitars.
Passion for music.
Full-time nurse.
Orange is the new black if u ask me.
Deeply in love with Zyrul Fernandez Shahryszal.
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Tuesday, December 26, 2006
11:58:00 AM
He has a gf. A Hot gf..
I should be crying my eyes out. Right? Cuz thats the normal reaction of a normal human being. When someone whom they really love, Love somebody else. They should be devastated. Crying like there's no tmw.
But why didnt i? I dropped a few tears. Which i forced.
Why am i like this? I am sad. Shocked too. And maybe i still wont get over it for a long time. That he has a gf after YEARS of none. But i'm not crying? I should be crying cuz we are not together. But yet i'm juz shocked. shocked? Hah!
Mayb i dont love him like i tot i do.
It's funny saying that. But mayb the feeling of love, which i had since Sec 3, which had never been returned by him, has finally fade away..
