rockerchick
profile entries video tagboard affiliates thanks
welcome
Click Click Click!
Disclaimer: If any part/s of my blog troubles ur mind in any way, please, go ahead, tag me.
However, since this is my blog, i wont make any changes unless i see the need to do so.
Enjoy. =)
profile
Syidah.
Been living for 20years.
Love the guitars.
Passion for music.
Full-time nurse.
Orange is the new black if u ask me.
Deeply in love with Zyrul Fernandez Shahryszal.
=)
email: chaos_syidah@hotmail.com
friendster: http://profiles.friendster.com/chaosya
myspace:http://myspace.com/chaosya
Saturday, December 23, 2006
12:18:00 PM
SinceWHEN?
thats all i wanna noe. ok mayb i wanna noe more.
Who? How? Why?
Sial uh. I've never been thru the worst breakdown. And yesterday i tasted shit. The shittiest of all shit. Am i stupid? Stupid to open my heart to those who love me? And now this.
Anw dude. Thanx for keeping ur promise.
Someone. Pull me from wherever i'm standing. Push me to the ground. Throw me anywhere. I dont care anymore.
It was the suckiest thing to noe right before a gig. Right before a gig which u r going. When's the last gig we went? Hah! It was in freaking June. And from then onward things went havoc. Like what the fuck? Nevermind. Its okay. I'm okay. Juz normal.
Nothing distroyed. Only my make up. It went all smudgey.
Nah i'm okay dude.
Gig was okay. Thanx Piz for the tix. Oh yah i want the pix aite..
Drank quite abit. Juz enuf for me to haf that woozey feeling. But not too much till i'm gone.
Saw Darina. DARINA! haha.. dah lame tk nmpk kau. I didnt recognise her at first. Then after many times we talk. And i finally confirmed it was her voice. Then i realise it was really Darina. I couldn't believe i saw her there. Cuz i was at a hardcore gig. haha. of all the places to meet her again. But it was great to see her laa.
Then finally when Incontrol performed, I moshed for the first time. wakaka! Serious.. i've never moshed laa ok. so yes. Juz a point to remember. Wear tight fitting shoes. So that while moshing it wont come off. Hahahaha!
I couldn't careless if he ever said he dun like girls moshing. Cuz i'm nuthing to him. Not even then.
Fuck.
I'm ok laa ok. Ok like yesterday's chicken rice. Hahaha.. Lame ass.
And yes. He has a new phone. Very nice. Meaning he has a new number too. Which i dun haf. But i dun nid it. He wont give me anyway.
So dude. Good luck.
Guess ur happy now. cool.
Fuck laa.
Why am i talking like one emoticon kid?
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Anyone wanna go out and eat? I wanna go eat till i vomit. Then mayb drink. No. This is not a way to relieve stress. Cuz im not stress. Its a way to enjoy life. Yes.
