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Syidah.
Been living for 20years.
Love the guitars.
Passion for music.
Full-time nurse.
Orange is the new black if u ask me.
Deeply in love with Zyrul Fernandez Shahryszal.
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Sunday, January 07, 2007
2:27:00 AM
Today is Matrep n Minah wannabe day. HAHA! The other day was Wankers wannabe day..
What will we be next? Hahaha.. He told me he love to dress up when going out wif me. Dunno why laa. Giler nye budak..
But we r still punkrockers orite. =]Anw today we went out. With no plans of whr to go. Our normal routine laa. Haha.. But today there's a slight diff. Usually we will go and eat together. But we didnt today.. Hahaha! Amazing sak.. Cuz we both ate at home already..
So we tot of watching movie. Actually i didnt want laa.. Waste his money only.
I rather go eat alot. HAHA!
But he insisted. So we went to Lido. Saw his ex wif her new bf. Thats fast. Fast andfurioussss! Hahaha..giler..
Okay when we reached Lido, I said maybe we go Cineleisure. So we went.. But before that he bought me this ice cream. DAMN NICE! Its made of white chocs sia.. There wasnt Cookies and Cream.. If not, there'll be no 2nd thoughts sia.. Hahaha...
Then we walked to Cine. But.. The timeslots were sucky.. So we decided to go Marina Sq GV. Which.. Haf even suckier timeslots.. wakaka!
In the end.. we watched movie giler.. mcm to the MAX punye arh siak.. wakaka!
But it's ok. It isnt important to me. Then he bought Famous Amos cookies. The BLACK one..HAHA! Its nice laa. but the colour is such a turn off.. wakaka!
Then we proceeded to Esplanade. And Azie saw us holding hands.. HAHA! Mati2 fikir kiter matair. (Die2 think that we are a couple..HAHA!) But we are NOT laa..Aiyohhhhh..
We might look like we are. But we are not. We are what we call "Members Lurp" Hahaha! I'm not gonna rush into a serious relationship yet. Cuz now its problems free. =] And i like it that way. Its like totally honeymoon mood u noeee..
Yes im scared of wat certain ppl will think. But im sure i will overcome that fear. Cuz if i am totally sure if i love him, I wont care a single shitbout wat others think..
Anw i'm in a good spot right now. As in wif him.. Cuz i'm lucky enuf that he "loves" me.. Thats totally quoted by him ok.. Dun think that i'm perasan jubor..
I noe i may be thick-skinned at times. But there are times that i'm paiseh orite..
Anw i've been thinking alot bout me and him. Actually.. Like seriously.. I dunno laa.. I'm stuck wif my thoughts of being single for a year. Hahs.. But its like i'm receiving an opportunity now. What if i'm too late.. Like i delay too long. And he'll go away.. And that will be the time that i love him too.. Oh man. That is my biggest fear for now.. Those thoughts are such nighmares.. And i'm scared if i'm not ready for now, and i go for him..
ARGHH! i dunno.. But hopefully.. Time will tell.. At the right time that is..
Last but not least.. Melly and me coincidently bought similar tops. Only different colour.. HAHA! But wasted.. We almost wear totally the same type sia. If not for my short pants. If i knew, i would not be lazy to iron my black pants. Hahaha. WASTEDDD..
Anw today we went out. 
But wasted..