Wednesday, February 21, 2007
2:27:00 AM
Can i cry?Please?No?Okay.Nvm.Cuz i cant cry.Its juz stuck in my eyes.You noe its like.Getting shot.You wanna stop the bleeding but u cant.cuz ur like dying.HAHA!
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Woahhh.
thats better..
phewww..
Oh please.
I juz need ZYYYY!
ARGHHHH!
Its been 2 days.
Okay i talk alot bout missing him.But i'm stupid!STUPID!cuz when i meet him.i juz dunno how to express how much i miss him u noe..like sak uh!i'll be like.."u......."blankblankblank"amcm u?"LIKE WHAT THE FUCK?why cant i go like"U!!! I miss u!"and give him a BIG hug and KISS.that will totally feel more sincere to him.In fact to anybody laa actually!Bodohhhhh syidahh..aiyohhhh...fodfnilrgnriegnskgnrishnaergnafigh
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kstnhian!!!!
Monday, February 19, 2007
1:00:00 AM
Fuck this sore throat mannnnn..ARGHHHH!!Yesterday was bad cough.Today it became a freaking sore throat.Now my voice is like,
A minah.A Bapok.A Guy.A Metalcore freak.HAHA!Omg..And the worse thing of having such a bad sorethroat is.....Having lots of sweet stuffs in my fridge!There's KitKat.There's a piece of chocolate cake.There's an apple brownie..FARKS!If i wanna eat them,i'll be risking my voice from disappearing.And i'll become mute temporarily.
And that's TORTURE!cuz i cant talk crap.shiiiiiiiiiiit....But if i eat them,it will be sooo heavenly..and i'll have multiple
ORGASMMMMM!fuyooohhh..Okay fuck this all.hahahaha!
Sunday, February 18, 2007
3:02:00 AM
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
To all the chinese peeps around thr.
And to Candy and Elyn.Bought ur CNY clothes already anot?Haha!
Anw, this is the year of the pig.
Hopefully we will not be as greedy as a pig this year ok.HAHA!
Ok lame laa.
Cuz every year, anyone can be very greedy.
So nvm..Enjoy life like a pig!
wakaka!
Anw, went out wif the punkrock peeps.
Chinese new year eve = all shops closed.
Except those food outlets in big shopping centres.
And some retail shops too.But MOSTLY they are closed.So we went to Vivocity for the second time together.Hanged out at Starbucks.
Waited for the others to join us in the late afternoon.
Then we all hanged out at the rooftop thingy.
Where we can see Sentosa.
Chilled out till around 8plus then we proceeded back to Yishun.
Today Marshy jammed for 1hr 30mins.HAHA! Ok that dont mean alot to u.But its been ages since we jammed longer than 1hr.
The last time was...
I think its at Daisy Rock.
Long long loooong time ago. HAHA!
Cuz today we got half hour FREE!
Niceee..Aunty gave us free.
She can be very kind at times laa.wakaka!But after jam it was damn tiring laa.
Oh yah btw, today is the first time we jammed and alot of ppl watched us.Ok the first song was ok.
Then cocked up.
Cocked up again.
And again..
HAHAHA!Niceeeeee..
But who cares.
We haf to practice more laa.
So cock up now.
But dont cock up later.
Hehe..Hopefully..
Anw today was great.
Tiring too.And yes.
I'm having the worst sore throat.Cuz its a combination of sore throat and a freaking bad cough.
ARGHHHH!!!
Friday, February 16, 2007
12:04:00 AM
GHOSTRIDER is damn cool laa siak..I think his into punk.Wakaka!His sidezip is like damn maut sia.The studs are like damn long.Damn sharp.Then the bike..Fuyoohhh..AarlaaayAarlaayyAarlaayyyArllaayy........
*doohf!*
Davidson..
Wakaka!Love it when Zy does tat.Like the Harley commercial.Laugh like hell..Anw the movie is cool.The devil has nice effects and sheeeats.Weeeeet...Then the bike.Yeah the bike.I've never looked up on Harleys.But after this movie,I haf a different perspective of the bike.HAHA!Hmm..What if it is NOT a Harley.Maybe a Yamaha RXZ.WAKAKA!I'll like totally look up to my darling's bike.Maybe ask him to do the same paintwork or something.Okay lame..We didnt celebrate Valentine's Day yesterday.But i think today is good enuf laa.The 'Post Valentine's Day'At least we'll not be approached by irritating people who sells flowers.Or shits like that.And at least the cinema is not packed.Then there is less irritating couple who feels that they shuld portray their love in public.
Lucky enuf there's a law stating tat sex is not allowed in public.I think if those damn disgusting ones,they wont wait till they are in the privacy of a room.Okay so my time spent with dear Zy is juz during the movie today.And bad news is,he might be going to Pahang for a holiday.ARGHHHH!I'm like so gonna miss him laa siak.The last time he went to Batam wif family,like for 3 days i think,i'm like one worm on a freaking hotplate anticipating his return.wahliowahhh!And now mayb he might be going tmw.Till the least next Monday or Tuesday.The most could be till FRIDAY!
FRIDAY!!!
Like ONE FREAKING WEEK!ARGHHHHHHHH!Damn laa.hopefully he can skip the trip there.Hehs.Damn.If not i'm like so gonna miss him laa.It's bad enuf we are spending less time together.ok shit happens.farks.
Thursday, February 15, 2007
1:22:00 AM
Yet another round.Round 19!
STIIIIRIIIIKE!!!!!!!19 rounds of no valentine's.No celebration i mean.Ok nevermind.Cuz Zy is working today.Only his 2nd day.Will be bad if he dont go.So nvm.In the end,I met Gyant otw to 210.Went to Popular for awhile.Bought some stuffs.Went to 210 and did our work.She's having her interview for her course tmw.Hopefully she can enter NYP.Digital Media Design.Sweeeeeet!My dream course sia.In the end i took Nursing.Like y sia i also dunno.Money money money i gezz.And later is my next exam.Its 1.27am now and i'm juz about to sleep.HAHA!I studied like so damn little laa ok.Omg..Mcm sial uh.Medical Surgical Nursing sia.DIE!!!!Okay anw.Summarise my day today.I studied during V'Day.Okay so HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY to all!(a late wish laa..haha!)
Thursday, February 08, 2007
7:52:00 PM
Is 8 a Lucky number?It is right for the Chinese?Any of you Chinese out there.Candy, Elyn..haha..Hmm..I hope its lucky.Cuz i hope things will go smooth.And will go far.Cuz i believe in this.I believe in us.;)I've made a decision.Clear away any doubts.Stop thinking bout the negative points for once.And pull myself away from being hold back.Cuz I realise I love him.Maz, the next time if u ask me, "yes or no?"My answer to you will me yes.wakaka!After many no from me.Hehehe..February.I've never had a relationship starting from February.Most of them ended by December or early January.HAHA!How the hell can i find a new one that fast right?Unless i've already got a spare.=PBut no.I've never celebrated Valentines Day.Never.Not even with friends.Or even a simple date.Hahaha..I will be slacking at home.I almost had a Valentines Day once.But it cocked up.Anw wat's the big fuss bout V'Day?Its juz a day.This year i'm having exams on the day.Nursing care on Mental Health.HAHA!Nice module on a Valentines Day huh.I dun even like roses.I'm not a flower freak.Mayb juz SUNFLOWER.i dunno why.haha!If u give me chocolates i will so gladly accept it.Wakaka!But who cares bout Valentines Day?Everyday is Valentines Day!Hahaha!Lastly.LOVE YOU ZYRUL SHAHRSYZAL !!! (Kudut bignose =P)
Monday, February 05, 2007
6:52:00 PM
Candy asked me this question the other day."Do you love him?"And she gave a good answer to that."I think you really do, don't you? I know you do."She saw me crying for the first time.And yeah omg.I cried for the first time in school.After two years i finally cried in public in school.Isnt tat soooo embarrassing!Omg..It's been a long while since i cried the way i did that day.Its like a faulty pipe.Like u cant do anything but just let it shoot all over.In this case flow all the way.I decided to quickly go out the lecture theatre before anymore see me.Farah and Ira already see me.And they decided to ask me out and smoke.Aishah and Shira came along as well.My tears kept rolling down even how hard i tried to control.I kept laughing thou i'm crying.Cuz i'm not the kind of person who cries.And there i was crying like a baby.Throughout the day the tears came on and off.Luckily it didnt during my presentation.During night class,my friend msged me and told me to wait for him after school.I felt relieved.But really nervous.Like damn nervous laa.When we met, i kept saying sorry.And he hugged me.I'm lucky i didnt cry again then.I will be freaking paisey laa.But after that incident.I cant help thinking.I've never cried since Kamal decided we juz be friends.And the last time i had a misunderstanding and cried was with Wandee.And now i'm crying juz cuz i made him angry.which i had never done.And i felt freaking guilty and i feltlike i'm gonna lose him.But it was seriously a small matter.But the feeling of losing him is so unbearable suddenly.And Candy asked me why did i cry.I think that was it then.I think i cant bear to lose him.
Does this mean i love him?Am i ready to be in a serious relationship with him?Omg.I really dont know.This is all so confusing.What the hell is holding me back anyway?
