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Syidah.
Been living for 20years.
Love the guitars.
Passion for music.
Full-time nurse.
Orange is the new black if u ask me.
Deeply in love with Zyrul Fernandez Shahryszal.
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Thursday, May 31, 2007
11:57:00 AM
Yeahhh.. Things are slowwww now. NOT.
Kay forget my crapiness. Anw went out wif Zy yesterday. Met him and Ayie at their workplace. And headed to Bukit Merah awhile. And went to Zy's place. Chilled out awhile and went to Wdlands. Cuz he wanna mit his granny. She's like so cute.. Grannies are always cute to me. Heeeee..
Then we bought tix to watch a movie. SHREK 3 Hahaha! So the kiddy type rite? But the movie is damn funny laa. Lame too.. But it was nice.
I'm anticipating the next movie to watch.. a MUST-WATCH! Cuz my darling is acting...HAHAHA! Its...
HARRY POTTERAND THE ORDER OF THE PHEONIX!!!!
omg.omg..omg!!!! Hahahaha! Yeah i'm gonna watch that. Hopefully with Zy again or wat. If not him also can laa.. Cuz i dun care! Its the movie i wanna watch.. Hehehe..
Ouh yeah..I did bought Zy a prezzie. Which is juz a simple jacket. Haha.. My mind kept wanting to buy Converse shoes for him. But my money was not enough. Haiya...
Here's a short vid on his bday. And yes there was a cake. A NICE CHOCOLATE CAKE. Yummmmmmy...
"The past few days were nice. It felt like a dream. A real life dream. I never would want it to end... But if u wanna turn your back, Its alrite, I'll understand. Although this time its your pace we'll be following, I do really hope of a happy ending..."
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
12:33:00 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOZYRUL!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUUUUUU!
******* Hehehe.. Just in case i wont get to see u today, here's a nice birthday song for u kay. Imagine me singing.. As loud as i can.. Imagine my NICE voice! Wakaka!
Sorry uh Zy i dun haf any prezzie for u.. Maybe my next pay i'll get u a belated one.. OKAY? Kay2 huggiesssss!
Sunday, May 27, 2007
4:31:00 AM
Started the day with a hefty meal yeah. Hehehe.. Went to this hotel at Johor wif my family. Had a buffet lunch sia.. Like loooong time never eat so much. Like wanna BURST! HAHA! Then went to Esplanade with the 201 peeps.
Comic Strip's performance was great. As usual.. They really had gone far.. Aidil for once, inspires me.. HAHA! Everytime lepak cock nk mampos jer.. Then this is the first time i see him like not as cock, but still is COCK! wakaka! Anw it was Zack's Birthday.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZACK!!!!!!!
Sorry ar aku tk belik kn present. Tapi fireworks showcase tu actually laa present kau.. Cool kan.. Aku tauuuu.. WAKAKA! And aku blanje kau roti prata. Ok pe kan....
And even Sheda came along to watch the perfomance. HAHA! Great having a friend to skank along wif me.. Best sioll! Wasted aku pakai slipper.. Haiya...
Today met Hakim and Ahmad. Those lame ass biatch.... HAHA! It's been a long time yeah.. Biase uh.. HAKIM DAH ACTION!!!!!!!!!! Suddenly out of nowhere called. Then at last they came and we chilled at my blk's void deck..
Lepak with them for 1hr can have six packs already sia.. Thanx to all the laughing.. Gyant joined in too.. And she also cannot tahan their lameness.. Kekek giler.. KLAKAR PE KETAWE?! HAHA! Anw they really made my night. Wasn't feeling too good after CS performance @ Esplanade. So meeting Ahmad and Hakim was a good idea. And this stupid Hakim,dah pass license motor dah makin ACTION! Hehe..
Anw hope to see u guys again.. Hehs..peace!
**Thou tonight i don't get wat i really want.Can't contact you.Met you for such a short period of time.And you haf to go.I'm lucky that I have something else that makes me a lil bit happier..The lame ass friends..But still it would be better if i could see you.My dear friend. =) **
Friday, May 25, 2007
10:53:00 PM
Three days have past. Since the NAPFA test day. And i'm still having aches. Especially at the abdomen area. Maybe i'm growing six packs. WAKAKAKA!
So this was hw we looked after the 2.4km run. Which we ran mind u.. But only ONE round! HAHA! Fat ass pigs us yes.. But we did get a nice 'Certificate of Participation' Soooo proud of us Animals. =D And after the run we wanted to go eat. So we decide to eat Nasi Lemak. Thanx to this Makcik, we got free food..
YES? NASI LEMAKKKK??
HAHAHAHA!
Ouh yeah. Pat and I felt that we did a lot of exercise. Enuf to make us feel good bout ourselves. We could feel less fats and more muscles. Uhuhh..uhuhhhh..
Yeahh..NAPFA did help us be a healthier person. But i rather not do it again. HAHAHA! FREAKING GEMOMEST SIAAAA!
Monday, May 21, 2007
2:21:00 AM
Today is a happy2 day. My parents came home still as a whole. Yeah they went MIA for 4 days. Cuz of me.. Haiz..i'm a fucked up kid...
Anw went to gig today.. Fuck cocked up gig. But went cuz Revolt and MBS perform. HOW CAN I EVER MISS THEIR PERFORMANCE? I already wasted my 1yr MIA from 201. Missed the coolest gigs. With them performing. I'm not gonna repeat the same shit sia.
I'M LIKE ECSTATIC NOW SIA! Serious2.. Like crazy woman sia when i reach home. Every step i took is a little dance. Jumped abit. Moshed alone awhile. Juz to let go the ecstatic feeling. wooohooo! But these things happens once in a blue moon. But im contented. I'm really grateful it happened today. At least once.. I'm happy. I'm really2 contented.. WOOOOOT!!!
Sunday, May 20, 2007
3:31:00 AM
Finally my blogger is not giving me a hard time. MIA from blogging cuz of dunno wat technical probs. Then went back to the traditional way:
Diary Writing.
Its more personal. And i can write whatever shits i want. Without thinking of any consequences. But writing too much is tiring. I'd rather type sometimes. Hahaha..
Anw went out with 3quarter of Revolt. Tong Drum, Sendok and Cock. Taik couldnt make it. Cuz Taik is WORKING! wakakaka! He's pay is gonna be $4000. MACAM PAHAM ARHH.. wakaka!
So we went surveying for some stuffs they wanna buy. Then walked around town. Finally went to esplanade to chill out. Relax our minds. And talk crap. HAHA!
There's alot going on in my life now. Too much for me to say. Like my parents for example. They are damn angry with me. But don't ask me what happened next ok. Too stressed. And relationship wise, PunkRawk 201 are totally singles. Yeahhh.. Shocking as it was to me, but the fact is that none of us have a companion. Seriously I dunno what had happened. All of a sudden things change. But i dun wanna worry too much bout other ppl's prob. When my own problems are stacking up. Stressed. Money talk now. I'm broke like hell. Some people juz cant pay me on time. And i hafta suffer a week wif $2 in mind. Pathetic right?? And my next pay, HAH! Dun bother talking bout all tat shopping shits.. Cuz my school fees is my burden now. ARGHHHH! I'm gonna be broke next month too! I dunno laa sia..
Problems are like piles of shits now. I cant think properly anymore.
Anw i hope the gig tomorrow will be a blast. And yeahh i'll get to see them performing. Cool sia... Especially the coolest one of all. Yeah he's a COOL guy ahh.. See him play the guitar inspires me even more. HAHA! Actually he's very kental laa..wakaka!
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
11:26:00 PM
LAUGH OUT LOUD!!! LOLS! LOLS! LOLS!
Yeahh..kami anak metropolitan! wakaka! LAME SAKK!
Kay2 stress stress stress laa! Skool is like getting hectic sia.. PROJECTS! I've never been this stress bout projects since first year. Maybe i was always playing a fool. Hey! Haf fun laa siaa.. Skool is where u let ur youth be freeeeee! FUN is the keyyyyy! HAHAHAHA! Anw ASSessments are around the corner. ASS! So yeahh.. But i still love going to skool. Now i rather stay in skool than going other places. Cuz i wanna spend my few months in skool wisely and as much as possible.
Yeahh. Sacrifices are sometimes inevitable. Especially if it's for ur loved ones. As long as it would make them happy. =)
