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Syidah.
Been living for 20years.
Love the guitars.
Passion for music.
Full-time nurse.
Orange is the new black if u ask me.
Deeply in love with Zyrul Fernandez Shahryszal.
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Friday, July 20, 2007
1:06:00 AM
Yeah! Finally! The FYP presentation is done!!! And wat a great success it was.
Seriously.. This is the first ever project that i really enjoyed doing. The first and last i guess. Cuz this project allows me to do things out of nursing. Like I can design posters. A logo and print it on abadge (which wasnt a waste of money) A video. And I dunno why, even the ppt was fun doing. HAHA!
I had never through out the whole process felt like "Shit laa..lazy sia wanna do...give up arh!" Hahaha.. Which i always felt when i do projects. Hehehe.. Anw the presentation went well.. Abit lagging at the start.. Thanks to my loyal laptop. Never fail to lag before the presentation. Haha! But we occupied the time well. 25mins exactly.. woooohooo!
Now.. I haf to concentrate on my next skills assessment. And the Exams. But still the Final Product for FYP is gonna be mended. Some changes maybe then we'll submit them as a package. Sometimes i dunno why, but i feel abit too ambitious. Like i want to let HPB see our project. And approve them.. HAHAHA! Stop dreaming Syidah!!!
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
4:01:00 PM
Oriteeeee! The dreaded attachments schedule is out! And it isnt THAT bad. Thou attachments are already bad. But i'm lucky the schedule is ok.
So here it is: Gerontology Postings @ CGH! WOOOHOO! I dunno why i love getting away from SGH. So it starts from 27 August. For three freaking weeks.
OT Postings @ SGH One is at Emergency Dept and the other at ACS (what the hell is ACS?) Okay that is for 2wks. Starting from 24 Sept.
PRCP Postings @ SGH (like duhhhh! haha!) Its the biggest posting ever. The last in fact. Its for 3 FREAKING MONTHS! Thats where we get dirty. I mean we get used to the hosp. And it is gonna suck! I rather suck balls..again.. HAHA! And ok..the things we learn is gonna be tested to the max. Thats the bad thing.. Haiyaa.. Anw its from 12 Nov - 2 Feb.
'One thing's for sure.. PRCP is not gonna bother me with the Punkrock Returns Gig ok!'
Orite. Not to think much bout this shits. Now i've got better things to think bout. Like my ICA tmw and my FYP. (Which im doing now..hehs..) And my Clinical Theory Test tmw. And my skills test next Tues. And the many2 many MANY exams coming up. Ok bye!
Thursday, July 12, 2007
5:02:00 PM
So tired.. This week is like so busy! Busy Busy Busy!
Monday started of ok.. I dun quite remember wat i did on monday.
Tuesday i had FYP meeting. Did the video. (Which right now my grpmates are redoing again) And after tat supposed to session, but it was cancelled.
Wednesday i had FYP meeting again. And at 5.55pm had my practical and then theory. Which i had expected to fail. But the theory i passed. heeee!
Thursday (today) i'm doing FYP again. After this will be meeting dear Zy! Gonna walk2 at town and watch... HARRY POTTER!!!! WHOOO HOOOO!! Yeah2! Thanx to Zack who had booked us tix. THANK YOU ZACK!
Finally Friday i'm gonna do FYP again. And go printing if can. And then go Bandzout! Yeah lets see the 'scene' kids in NYP. LOLS!
The best part of this whole week.. 4 days i had to come to school at 8am!!! And everyday i sleep around 2am. Its sooo damn tiring!
Saturday, July 07, 2007
4:53:00 AM
Setting out my priorities:
Long term:
To get my bike license and a bike by December (the least)
I cant stand it anymore. I've been delaying my practicals since April. And now i see even more the importance of having them. For one, i wont haf to rely on others. For another its my own and ppl cant say much. If i haf a bike license, i hope to get a Yamaha x1. But Zy's asking me to take his RXZ. While he buy a X1. Hahaha! Unfair sehhh..lols.. But see how..pass first..HAHA!
2. To keep my relationship with Zy steadily.
We aren't in official terms. As in he's my bf and i'm his gf like the typical relationships. But we still love each other. So that's good enuf for me. This means i cant bear to haf him out of my life. Since we gt back together, things haf been smooth. But now parental figures are starting to be a problem. Their thoughts bout guys with bikes is trouble. Haiz..I can't possibly get a rich highly educated guy. Cuz they arent my type at all. I rather have a guy who makes me happy. Very happy. And for now, i prefer having a punk rock guy. =)
Short terms:
To complete my FYP and impress my lecturer and maybe even more. =)
To pass my upcoming exams which is insanely difficult
Life is short. I realised it quite awhile back. Sometimes i feel i dun haf much time to do things. And there are people who restrict me. It wont be long i step into my 20s And by then, many things will change. As said by tis guy at the jamming studio, "Its not your courage which will stop u, Its age which is catching up to u."
I think he's right. Somehow i feel that nw i dun feel like i would dare to do certain things which i had done during my secondary sch times again. I keep rationaling the consequences. I dunno laa..
Another thing, i feel like i haf no confidence as a Staff Nurse in the future. I dun think i can cope. And i feel its gonna be freaking stressful. Arghhh.. Sometimes i dunno why i chose nursing. It still havent show me the benefits. And the satisfaction of being a nurse. I hope things will change.
