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Syidah.
Been living for 20years.
Love the guitars.
Passion for music.
Full-time nurse.
Orange is the new black if u ask me.
Deeply in love with Zyrul Fernandez Shahryszal.
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Wednesday, January 02, 2008
11:23:00 PM
How i wish i have a bike. Or a driver. To go to work tmw. When my parents dont allow me to slp at Zy's hse. Which is like freaking near to SGH. Compared to my freaking far journey from home. And when i must reach the ward half an hour early. Cuz if not i'll get that fucking look from the staff. Cuz i serve the freaking meds late. What the Fuck right? Haiz.
What a way to start 2008.
I'm starting to get sick of coming to work. It sucks when u haf to TRY to go thru the day well. And it sucks to have to put on a fucking fake smile. a fucking fake agreement to the staff. a fucking fake "oh okay2..sorry bout that staff..ok2 i'm sorry" when the staff scolds u for being 'slow', when actually they're freaking kanchieong. Just becuz it's impt for ur studies.
I've hated it from the start. But its getting worst. And i haf about 6weeks to go.
I dun want to imagine how it is when im a staff. Haf to build such a fucking THICK layer of skin. Juz to get thru the work. I hope. I pray that wont happen a lot when i graduate. But fat hopes. Working in the hospital is a fucking sick place. Sick. Politics everywhere. A place where politics shouldnt happen. We are saving lives for crying out loud! Shit happens.
I gotta slp now. Hafta wake up at freaking 4am. And get out of the freaking hse at 5am. Fuck It.
