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Syidah.
Been living for 20years.
Love the guitars.
Passion for music.
Full-time nurse.
Orange is the new black if u ask me.
Deeply in love with Zyrul Fernandez Shahryszal.
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Monday, February 25, 2008
6:37:00 PM
Finally its done! Our first ever gig. First Step Gig 2008
We were a nervous wreck!
Halfway thru the performance, my legs, both legs were so damn wobbly. Really2 nervous. We played:
Teenage Politics -MXPX End Of The Road - Me First And The Gimme Gimmes Under Lock and Key - MXPX The Broken Bones - MXPX Tomorrow's Another Day -MXPX
My darling Zy performed too. His band Murder By Ska. So cute right both of us performing? HAHAHAHA!
Anw, Marshy, the name of my band, consists of Huda the Bassist. And Gyant the Drummer. Gyant did really well considering that she juz had an accident. And that her both hand are wrapped up. And in pain at times. Good job Gyant. =) As for me. I suck as the vocalist. We are finding for a new guitarist. When we are better. And maybe the new guitarist can be our new vocalist! Woooohooo! HAHAHA! But we wont be slacking. Hope to get another gig slot.. =D
Sunday, February 17, 2008
7:13:00 PM
Shit man. Its less than a week!
Don't get it? Nah nvm.i rather not say it now. I rather say it when all's done. and see how it goes. I'm like freaking nervous lah! First ever for us. Kental kan? yeah i noe. HAHAHA!
Anw i wanna make a room makeover. But... My budget is likefreaking little! I'm like freaking broke! My priority is to get my license. My mom's priority for me is to get my room done. with my $$$. So u see where it's going?
Jamal has passed his bike license. Mimi has passed his bike license.
Me? Im fucking stuck!!!! Haiyaaaaa.. But i do want the room makeover. Im bored wif my room.lols! damn i soooo envy the showrooms at ikea. But some are freaking expensive lorrrr!
Monday, February 11, 2008
2:08:00 AM
im poor, . . . . im stupid, . . . . and im useless..
basically im tired of everything now. school, family, friends, work, band.. sumer lar.. i wanna quit school, wanna quit band life, wanna quit being someone im nt, wanna quit doin everything.. enlist to ns, die in a war.. can?
Found this somewhere. It hurts to see people like this. Trying so hard to live life as best as they could. But things juz kept sucking and they finally breakdown. And what makes me hate most is, I dunno how to help. ...... ... .
Talking is a way. But talking only cant get things done. Thats the problem. Usually solutions don't come easy. And between that time, thing will get worst and people will give up. Give up.
I have ever gave up before. In somethings. And i still sometimes feel like giving up. I just dunno wat kept me going. Haizz...
Today the whole day i felt sucky.
Its contagious. The sucky feeling. Thou i was acting normal, which i tried to, i still feel sucky. I make noise to distract my thoughts. Its a good therapy sometimes.
I love him. And yes. Sacrifices are essential. And i can make sacrifices. =)
Saturday, February 09, 2008
3:20:00 AM
Okay i'm starting to like Aly n AJ again. After the last song 'Chemicals React' which was great, i didnt really listen to them.
Now i dunno when n where i got there new song. 'Potential Breakup Song' Cool song too.
14 more days i think. Til my doom. Thanx to Jamal i'm even more nervous. But thanx to Azhar, i tink i can make it. For wat? HAHA! Not gonna tell. I dun mind if nobody noes. Some of my friends noes thou. HAHAHA! Damn it..15mins of gonnabe hell! I'm sooo damn nervous lahhhh!
Okay watever.
Today is a another record break by ME! I stayed at home the whole freaking day. Doing wat? Sleep. Wake up. Watch tv. Eat abit. Comp comp comp all the wayyyyyyy. HAHAHAH! Such a pig at home. Thats y i rather go out. But i dun feel like going out today. Hmm..y ah? HAHA! i dun freaking noe!
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
2:12:00 AM
Attention Everyone! For my friends, i'm glad to say that Zy and I have finally settled down. We have even gotten a new house. Erm apartment. Whatever. Wanna see?That's the door number. And the block number is the same. HAHA! So let me take u on a lil' tour. =)My fave spot so far. The cozy sofa. I LOVE SOFAS! He has a change of clothes colour preference. Now white is his fave.haha!Sorry people. He can be quite shy at times. So thats our new fridge. Its not much thou.And the cabinets are coolshits! But we have not done any grocery shopping yet.lols!Dear..thats our new washing machine, pls dont do funny experiments yet.haha!The previous owner is a damn bookworm. But he has too many to bring over to his new crib, so he left us some fine books. =)HAHA! Caught you! Cant tahan anymore right? Hehehe..Dear is so tired after skool, he juz flops onto the bed. And finally, Thats our front porch.
Nice isnt it?
I love our new home. If only it was our new home... WAKAKA! Cuz those were juz showrooms. Nice arent they? We were having so much fun trying the new beds and stuff. Acting n imagining if it was our home. Cool shit uhhh..HAHA!
Anw those showroom are brought to you by: And MR BUNNY!
Monday, February 04, 2008
2:23:00 AM
I've realised something. School's out. Its really my time to PARRRRTAYY!
Hahahaha.. Its been a long time since i stayed out late. Like okay for sure i havent been out late for 3 mths. wakaka! Thanx to the attachments. But anw i must do something to make my holidays the best. Before i enter hell's zone at work.
Coming to this. I keep thinking for my future. As in me in a staff nurse's uniform. What a huge responsibility will that be. Hmm. I dunno if i could reach their standard. Especially that im in SGH. Damn i still dunno y i'm a nurse man. Sheeeeaatt! I'm really nervous when that day comes. I mean which ever ward i'll be in, it wont make much diff. So yeah shit that.
This few weeks till i start work, i hope i'm able to go out wif friends whom i have not seen for a long time.
To syikin and the underground residents. Hope to see to gals more often yeah! Hehehehe.. I'm ready to partayyyy okay!
Saturday, February 02, 2008
1:35:00 AM
Today is the end of many things.
Yesterday was my last day of attachments in Wd53c. Sucks as it was at times, i do miss that ward. Mainly i actually miss the people who guided me, and especially being a student nurse for the final time. I miss the Nyp-ians i worked with. Most probably we wont see each other that often. Omg! I really cant believe this day finally comes. Anw the last day of attachments, the staff were nice to treat us pizza! We took quite a number of pictures. And i'm so proud to say i did a great collage thingy for the ward. wakakaka! seriously that was the first one which completed and turned out nice. lols! i'm sooo into doing more of it.hehe.. That's CI Cheah Le Le. She is so understanding and really helped us through the attachments.That's Azah. The cute lil EN who's a rockchick but kept saying i'm a rock chick.LOLS! Thats Dr Deborah Khoo. She's such a nice doctor. So soft-spoken lahh she..haha! Thats Rozi and Cynthia. Cynthia is our preceptor at the second half of the attachment and she truely cares about our learning. We bought her this cute tshirt and necklace but too bad we forgot to take a pic. Hehe.. Anw thanks so much Cyn for the guidance!
So for today, we had to go back to NYP for debriefing. Actually more of slacking, smoking at the alley, and yeah MORE PHOTOS! hahaha! And also sleeping in the lecture theatre. Omg! Let me list the things i will miss at school:
waking up late
the stupid skool events
walking to the entrance to smoke
'eating' at south canteen.hehe..
eating at FJ (now Koufu)
eating my fav CHICKEN MAYO w MILO ICE!
EATING @ NYP!
going for a smoke during lectures
tap and go for most lectures
sleeping in lecture theatre if i were to be in one
playing Candy's PSP during lectures
walking around and see many familiar faces
talking nonsense with the Animals
running away from Mdm Loi.HAHAHAHA!
And finally the thing i'll miss most is...
'BOMBING' the school toilet with the Animals! : it means shitting btw. WAKAKAKAKAKA! Cuz here's our normal routine during break: Eating Smoking Bombing! Niceeee..
And there are some other things i miss but i think its best not said. Hehe. So yeah it was kindda sad. Especially tat Pat wasnt around for the group photo. But Candy and I met her after skool thou. Kesian Pat.
Oh man..i so miss them lots! The shits we went thru. Like the bloody hell lecturers who always look at us as 'noisy people' And the bloody people who are scared we'll do something 'stupid' And the blames we always get. Fuck it..we still had lots and lots of fun! Wooohooo! See...fun still bring us somewhere. =) Except for Pat. Kesian Pat. C'mon Pat u can be an RN too! Like me and Candy. =)The ladies! There's so many cool ladies in our batch i must say. Too many that i cant catch most of them.LOLS!New friends were made during PRCP. And this is Izah. She's freaking tall laa ok! Old friends from my group. Cheeky ladies all of them.She i'm gonna miss so much! Sujan! HAHA! So rough laa this girl. I'm sooo gonna miss her funny Nepalese accent.haha!HAHA! Many conflicts bound to happen now and then. But lets put it all behind yeah! It was funny thou..lols! And ONE MORE TIME PLEASE PAT! Hahahaha! I miss taking candid pics of her..so freaking funny..lols!
That's the door number.
My fave spot so far.
He has a change of clothes colour preference.
Sorry people. He can be quite shy at times.
So thats our new fridge. Its not much thou.
And the cabinets are coolshits! But we have not done any grocery shopping yet.lols!
Dear..thats our new washing machine, pls dont do funny experiments yet.haha!
The previous owner is a damn bookworm.
HAHA! Caught you! Cant tahan anymore right?
Hehehe..Dear is so tired after skool, he juz flops onto the bed.
That's CI Cheah Le Le.
That's Azah. The cute lil EN who's a rockchick but kept saying i'm a rock chick.LOLS!
Thats Dr Deborah Khoo. She's such a nice doctor. So soft-spoken lahh she..haha!
Thats Rozi and Cynthia.
The ladies! There's so many cool ladies in our batch i must say.
New friends were made during PRCP. And this is Izah. She's freaking tall laa ok!
Old friends from my group. Cheeky ladies all of them.
She i'm gonna miss so much! Sujan! HAHA! So rough laa this girl.
HAHA! Many conflicts bound to happen now and then. But lets put it all behind yeah!
And ONE MORE TIME PLEASE PAT!