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Syidah.
Been living for 20years.
Love the guitars.
Passion for music.
Full-time nurse.
Orange is the new black if u ask me.
Deeply in love with Zyrul Fernandez Shahryszal.
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Monday, February 11, 2008
2:08:00 AM
im poor, . . . . im stupid, . . . . and im useless..
basically im tired of everything now. school, family, friends, work, band.. sumer lar.. i wanna quit school, wanna quit band life, wanna quit being someone im nt, wanna quit doin everything.. enlist to ns, die in a war.. can?
Found this somewhere. It hurts to see people like this. Trying so hard to live life as best as they could. But things juz kept sucking and they finally breakdown. And what makes me hate most is, I dunno how to help. ...... ... .
Talking is a way. But talking only cant get things done. Thats the problem. Usually solutions don't come easy. And between that time, thing will get worst and people will give up. Give up.
I have ever gave up before. In somethings. And i still sometimes feel like giving up. I just dunno wat kept me going. Haizz...
Today the whole day i felt sucky.
Its contagious. The sucky feeling. Thou i was acting normal, which i tried to, i still feel sucky. I make noise to distract my thoughts. Its a good therapy sometimes.
I love him. And yes. Sacrifices are essential. And i can make sacrifices. =)
