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Syidah.
Been living for 20years.
Love the guitars.
Passion for music.
Full-time nurse.
Orange is the new black if u ask me.
Deeply in love with Zyrul Fernandez Shahryszal.
=)
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Friday, April 25, 2008

1:49:00 AM

So many shitty things are happening man.
damn it.

Now im thinking,
my pay is gonna be a little.
And what i nid this month is wayyyy lots man.
My mom's birthday
Zy's birthday
I felt like i had high hopes on getting them nice stuff u noe.
Now come to think bout it.
With the situation i just had,
Spending around 90plus dollars.
on a single occasion.
And then i havent insert my money for the savings plan.
and i think the next one accumulates to 600bucks.

Money wise, things are so sucky.

Next week im starting work.
Full-time.
And my uniform does not fit me well.
I look like a guy wearing baggy female uniform.
Shit.
Uniforms had never fit me well.
Except my secondary school one.
One.Which i altered myself.
Subsequently all the uniforms i had, i gotta alter, myself.
Its so difficult to get those tailor aunty to understand wat i want.
Pfft!

Finally,
i realised
i wasted my whole fucking holidays
Doing nothing but slack
And slack, and slack.
Cuz why? I haf no money.
I dun haf the luck to haf rich friends whom can spend on me.
HAHA. and ultimately, i just dun have money.
And people who can show me how to live for free.
Pfft.so i WASTED my holidays.
As swiftly as a fly, the days speed past.
This make me feel so fucked up.

Saturday, April 19, 2008

5:20:00 PM

Yet another lifeless Saturday.

Yes.
Yet again i end up bored at home.
With nothing to do.
But maybe watching tv.
Strumming the guitar to nothing.
And yeah basically slack.

All becuz dear Zy cant slp at night.
Cuz he have this sleeping problem.
And the time when he finally gets to slp,
is then the afternoon.
When im awake.
And wanna go out.
So okay.let him slp thn! pfft!
I think we are the most no life couple sometimes.
Cuz we always dunno whr to go.
And unfortunately we arent spontaneous enuf.
And sometimes or idea of whr to go does not tally.
Pfft!

Orite fuck today.
I wanna go to the COMEBACK KID GIG!
arghhh!
freaking broke man.
If not im going alone if nobody's going.
Dammit man.
I fuckingly wanna go!
Arghhh!
Its on the 25th April.Next friday!
Damn damn damn!

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

3:41:00 AM

This is random.
Cuz i dun feel like blogging.
But something got to the head.
I rather not think of it.
So lets random talk.

i love ice creams.Mmmmmm!

Yum yummy!

i still wanna dance.(and play guitar.haha!)

Some people say im too good to my boifies.
I used to say no.
Cuz i dun think im kind hearted.
But nw i think i am.
I dont dance nw cuz he hate girls who dance.
So his gf shuld not dance.
So i stopped.

Last time, my ex told me not to hang out.
I LOVE TO HANG OUT OKAY.
But i always end up going hm straight.
Cuz he hated it.

My gfs used to say im too good.

Now after doing something i regretted doing,
i think i am.
Not gonna elaborate here.
To private to talk about.

I love chocolates too.
I think my 'love-handles' are irritating.
I hate them.
But im too lazy to exercise.
LOLS!

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

1:47:00 AM

I'm done with the Marshy collage.
=)

("Huhhhhh? My name is Joy" HAHAHA!)

Okay so anw today was Hadi's a.k.a Paul's 25th Birthday.

Happy Quarter of a century Dude!

Ur getting older.who doesnt rite? But u get old before me, so thats good enuf..LOLS!

(She's Casey.Haha..)(So there's Casey, me (Joy), Fernandez, and William. We are from Punkrock 201)

Friday, April 11, 2008

4:29:00 AM

Okay.
Fuck the drunk apeks who clearly is as normal as any guy,
who has dicks and can just piss anywhere they want!

Including at the back of my house.
And where i can clearly see their backs while they are pissing.
(Thank god i didnt see their dirty puny little dicks.)
Well, i caught them TWICE tonight.
Like wat a rotten luck.
The first one was an old apek.
I wanted to scold him but decided to find something to throw at his head.
But couldnt find any, so he got away.

Next another one,
pissing while telling him friends to wait cuz he wanna pass urine (in hokkien)
which i could understand..
I cant believe this!
At the same fucking spot too!
So i went to the window and i didnt really thought of wat to say but,
"CHIBAI AR!" came out first.
Followed by "Oi can pass urine in the toilet rite?! Dunno got toilet izit?"
His friend came and apologized
and i went, "Got toilet rite? Use the toilet lah!"
while that man relaxingly zipped up his pants.
I just stood there till they went off.

Hmm..funny enuf my bro was laughing behind.
I think its kindda funny too tat i could pull off an angry face.
Thanks to singlish too, cuz thats the best way to say it to them.
But fuck it..
i'm gonna install CCTV.hahahaha!
Or maybe a sign like in lifts u noe..

3:55:00 AM

Yippee!!!!!!!

After weeks of ugly blue wall.
Which totally do not match my new lime green walls.
The so-called mural is done!

Thanx to Gyant for drawing/painting the picture on my wall.
And Zy for painting the background.
And all the other walls too. HAHA!
And thanx to my neighbour Mimi for the spray paints.
Yeah rite $2 for each can of half empty paints. or even lesser..pfft!

Alrite then..take a look:

(So that's my new green walls. So sad that its covering my orange wall.)

(And that grey wall was originally blue. But Zy painted it over. And there's Gyant.)

(Thats me. HAHA! i actually did help to paint and do the spray painting. Which are not a pro's standard of spraying, but they'll do.)

So here's the end job :)

It's Pokinatcha on the guitars!
From MXPX's Let It Happen album cover.
Hehe!

I've got more project to do.
And to stick them on that wall.
Some collage I did.
So stick around to see them!