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Syidah.
Been living for 20years.
Love the guitars.
Passion for music.
Full-time nurse.
Orange is the new black if u ask me.
Deeply in love with Zyrul Fernandez Shahryszal.
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Sunday, June 29, 2008
9:33:00 PM
I cant explain how shitty my ward is. POLITICS spells everything.
I dunno y the fuck must there be any politics. In nursing? Cmon fucking colleagues of mine. We are dealing with people for god's sake. Why the fuck must there be gossiping of each other? And saying things which arent true. Why? Cuz u wanna be in the good books of the sister? Who is also bias? Huh? Or so u can get promoted fast? FUCK IT! You people are fucking selfish. Hope u read my fucking blog.
Why dont i say it to ur face? Hmm.. Let me see. Cuz i dont even get the chance to speak? HAH! Idiots. Fucking senior staffs always have their way. And they always have the sister by them. And damn sisters. I hate the ones who are in my side of the ward. She listens only to her fucking pets. Me? No way is she gonna let me speak.
I hate the ward.
People told me to be patient. My mom told me to be patient. I will be the patient soon if this continues. I've never suffered in any ward i ever went like this. Never. This ward, made me so down, i cant even smile nowadays. Even when im not at work. My mind is so worked up, im too tired to talk.
I heard a saying from one of them. The fat ugly attitude one. That u wont be a staff nurse if u never cry at work. WHAT THE FUCK?! What fucking theory is tat? So u must cry to be a staff? or even a good staff? NO FUCKING WAY OKAY! They are sick. All of them. Sick in the brains. I wanna transfer out a.s.a.p They have their own kind. They obviously do not need new people around.
And hear this. One of my Nurse Clinician said: "You were from 53c (medical ward), and i dont noe why u want to choose an orthopaedic ward"
She said that with a disgusted facial expression.
What is that you were trying to imply? That u dont want me to be there? Hmm.. Okay. Lets see how.
I dont even have the heart to stay, fucking sister!
When im done in this ward, i swear im going some whr else.
