Life is Not always the way u want iT to b

2008-07-12T15:54:00.002+08:00

Nothing much to talk about.
Enough of talking bout my shitty ward.
Certain ppl are great.
Majority are not.
Pfft!

Anw i miss going out wif friends.
Like anyone?
Yeah cuz my schedule is tight.
And im tired most of the time.
So then i tend not to go out.
But i did went out wif Azah, Aini, Irma and Fara the other day.
After my night shift.
We went for breakfast.
Miss them so much uh.

Seriously i haf nothing much to update.

Anybody can help me?
Get me out of the ward.
Thanx.

Fuck Ward 76 Central

2008-06-29T21:33:00.002+08:00

I cant explain how shitty my ward is.
POLITICS spells everything.

I dunno y the fuck must there be any politics.
In nursing?
Cmon fucking colleagues of mine.
We are dealing with people for god's sake.
Why the fuck must there be gossiping of each other?
And saying things which arent true.
Why?
Cuz u wanna be in the good books of the sister?
Who is also bias?
Huh?
Or so u can get promoted fast?
FUCK IT!
You people are fucking selfish.
Hope u read my fucking blog.

Why dont i say it to ur face?
Hmm..
Let me see.
Cuz i dont even get the chance to speak?
HAH! Idiots.
Fucking senior staffs always have their way.
And they always have the sister by them.
And damn sisters.
I hate the ones who are in my side of the ward.
She listens only to her fucking pets.
Me?
No way is she gonna let me speak.

I hate the ward.

People told me to be patient.
My mom told me to be patient.
I will be the patient soon if this continues.
I've never suffered in any ward i ever went like this.
Never.
This ward,
made me so down, i cant even smile nowadays.
Even when im not at work.
My mind is so worked up, im too tired to talk.

I heard a saying from one of them.
The fat ugly attitude one.
That u wont be a staff nurse if u never cry at work.
WHAT THE FUCK?!
What fucking theory is tat?
So u must cry to be a staff?
or even a good staff?
NO FUCKING WAY OKAY!
They are sick.
All of them.
Sick in the brains.
I wanna transfer out a.s.a.p
They have their own kind.
They obviously do not need new people around.

And hear this.
One of my Nurse Clinician said:
"You were from 53c (medical ward), and i dont noe why u want to choose an orthopaedic ward"

She said that with a disgusted facial expression.

What is that you were trying to imply?
That u dont want me to be there?
Hmm..
Okay.
Lets see how.

I dont even have the heart to stay, fucking sister!

When im done in this ward, i swear im going some whr else.

2008-06-26T10:28:00.002+08:00

i'm like totally sick nw.
shit ass.
but thanx to the fucking system, i will get a no pay leave even if i take mc.
Like chibye right?
Nw i'm having a computer class.
haha..
supposed to pay attention.
i am paying attention, partially.
LOL!

but tmw im on morning shift.
and if i still feel feverish, im gonna die.
HAHA!
okay im exaggerating, but watever.
I dunno but im still not accepted to the ward.
Only certain people are okay.
And i hate it.
Like im an outsider.fucking hell.

i tink im gonna stop blogging nw.

cuz im tired.
wanna sleep.
hahaha.

hope im okay for this saturday.
the nursing girls are going out.
im gonna ask Zy Kudut to follow.
cuz Shira said she's gonna ask her bf along too.
=)

2008-06-06T23:47:00.003+08:00

Went out with the crazy people from my ward 2 days ago.
We watched Sex and the City.
HAHA! I love the dog.lol!(from left: Izaati, Me, Yuwen, Ruth, WeiTing) Anw tday i went out with the lovely Enrolled Nurses.
After our Service Quality talk.
Juz went Puncak at Far East Plaza.
Cuz AJ wanted to eat there so much.
So then we went walking towards Esplanade.
We finally chilled out at Starbucks at the Fullerton bay thingy.
Hahaha..(from left Fizah, Azi, AJ, Me, Linda)

P.S: Something is not right. And i hate that feeling.

Mosh mosh mosh!

2008-06-02T23:59:00.005+08:00

Was late for work again today.
Haha.
Shit i'm targetted.
Oh well at least i had a great time yesterday.

Went to Scissors,Paper,Rock gig.
My dearie n band performed.
And it was great.
I've not moshed and skanked as hard before.
But i dunno y but i felt like letting loose.
And boy it felt good.
Weeee!
I wanna go to more gigs.
Then at least i feel better than working all the time.

(mit new frends..Umi and Juni!)(Yes we were shagged after that..i think all of us are too old for this shit.lol!)

Birthday for Zyl!

2008-06-01T05:41:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST ZYRUL!

He had turned 20 last 29th May.
And i'm so glad everything went okay.

I met him after work to mit his mom and bro and uncle.
We went Swensen's to eat.
Its been a long time since i had nicely expensive food.
HAHA!
Anw his mom is nice.
She looks like a young adult.Hehe..

Anw i bought Zy this Build-a-bear teddy bear.
Which i personally dressed him up similar to Zy.
A PUNKROCK BEAR! HAHA..And named him Zyl Fernandez..LOL!
It's damn cute.
And Zy laughed alot when i gave him the present.
Bet he didnt expect it.
But who cares? Its a birthday gift anw.

So then we headed to 201 and met the rest.
They bought this really delicious, yummilicious cake.
Its layers of chocolate.
Even Farish ate some.Thou he doesnt like chocolate.
HAHA! Its freaking nice.

Okay today was actually part of the celebration for Zy.
I wanted to make it a surprise but Aidil went,
"Eh Sat jadi tk tgk movie Narnia?" (on Zy's bday)
So it wasnt a surprise in the end. Hahs!
We went to watch The Chronicles of Narnia - Prince Caspian.
It is damn nice!
For those who love magical movies, this is another good one.
I dunno but i think i haf a fetish for magical, fairytale like movies.
Not those kids type u noe.
But like Harry Potter and stuff.
Now Narnia is another one.WOOHOO!

At first i didnt think Prince Caspian was cute.
But as the movie went on,
his face just turned cuter 'magically' HAHA!
Aslan is cute too.
And Lucy.
And Edmond.
And the mouse.LOL!
Worth watching okay.

"FOR NARNIA!!!!!"
"FOR ASLAN!!!!!!!"

(extras no. 1: Farish..)(extras no. 2: Mas..)

(so that's the newest boyband in town!)

2008-05-25T22:18:00.004+08:00

i've graduated.
finally.
but i tink schooling is more fun than work.
hehs.(idiotic face of mine.pfft!)

2008-05-22T01:33:00.002+08:00

Graduation Day tmw.
Im kindda excited cuz im gonna wear that robe (Hogwarts lookalike)
HAHAHAHA!
But most importantly, that will be the last day i can see most of my friends.
Damn im gonna miss them.
(Except Liyana cuz i always see her.hahaha!)

So anw the ward is okay.
Some friendly people, some i must approach nicely then they'll be friendly.
But still i feel outcasted and alienated and invisible.
Still nid much work in that part.

But here's the biggest news.
My freaking face (which is blur and idiotic)
will most probably shown on air with my ward sister.
Cuz CNA/Suria wanna interview her and see how she work.
So they came to the ward filming here and there.
And unfortunately i was caught into the part whr she has to teach us (like normal..NOT!)
and then here's the biggest agony on my part.
They interviewed ME.
And i just knew that sister, they wanted me to say how she become a role model to me.
HUHHHH!
and in MALAY.
Sorry to say this people, but my malay is like singlish.
Broken and improper.
Yet they didnt wanna change to someone else.
IDIOT!
I hope they totally scrap off that.PLEASE.

So yeah. Busy2 in the ward like normal.

2008-05-19T18:10:00.002+08:00

Now im officially a Staff Nurse.
And im in ward 76.
For those who hate me u can kindly wait to bash me up somewhere around blk 7.
Thank You.

Haha..anw Mom's bday juz passed.
Bought her a Guess handbag.
And a Diva necklace.
I'm such a great daughter.lol!
And a great saver too!
Dun wanna explain here.big secret. hehe..
Mother's day we had a tiny celebration at the mom of all moms.
My grandmom. She's so cool.Cuz she smokes too.HAHAHAHAHA!I'm gonna have my Graduation Day soon.
But i still only haf one tix.
Pfft!
How?
I'll think of someting.maybe.

Anw Dear's bday is coming soon.
And i have so many things in mind.
Hehehehe..
Hope i get an off day.LOL!(and i cut my hair short.again.hehehehe!)

2008-05-07T22:39:00.005+08:00

Went to Ikea again yesterday with Kudut.
Haha..
We just love Ikea.(Snow cap..new invension by me. Model:Fernandez)(The robber with his 7 dwarfs)
(gangsta Fernandez..see the snake? symbolises the head of the clan..HAHAHAHA!)

Anyway, i collected my grad robe.
Okay people, sori to say but i love it!
It looks so like as if im in Hogwarts.
And the best part is,
the sash or wat its called is red n gold.
see this..(See?! Im in GRYFFINDOR! wakakaka! thats a real wand.new tech wand.lol!)

I realised i changed alot of times during the yrs in nursing.
From the kental (nerd ass) to the cool nurse.wakaka!

(This was wayyyyyyyy before i started attachments. Look how confident i am.pfft! Now coward like hell..)(I had this hairdo during one of the attachments..my fav ever!)(I'm still looking happy thru year one..idiot face)(This was in year two i think. I HATE THIS HAIRDO.pfft! By this time i was getting mentally disturbed)(I revitalised and had this hairdo.not so bad but its ok cuz its managable.)(By the time i was in third year, the craziness cant be kept.)(Now im looking calm. I'll get a photo in the future when im working. Lets see how messy n crazy i'll become.lol!)

Outings!

2008-05-04T15:55:00.005+08:00

Foundation Course!
Honeymoon period.
But also a boring honeymoon period.
When i didnt slp, i played with the laserpointer.
If not i camwhore.
OR i slp.
HAHA!(HEY! Staff Nurse..pfft!)(My first license..A license to kill..HAHA! just joking..)(Thats Farah giler..lol!)(Thats Shira giler too!)(Till we were bored in class, we went to the toilet..haha! Thats Ida giler too!)

So anw yesterday was fun.
Met up with nursies.
I'm so grateful i have friends in sgh.
If not im gonna suffer the years man!
Pfft!
Anw we went to vivo, ate BK, played stupid games.
Hahaha..(The burger is almost as big as her face.lol!)
(Azah and her laughter..haha!)(Being sexay with heels..tk menjadi seh!)(Pic of the day..hahahaha!)

and ate BEN AND JERRY'S!
Woohoo! thats the best part of the entire day.
lols.(Click to enlarge the pic. @ Ben n Jerry's)(Merlionster: 1 cookies n cream, 1 strawberry kiwi sorbet, 1 phish food, 1 strawberry cheesecake, 2 chocolate fudge brownie.. weeeeeeeee!)

Last week i didnt update.
But the weekends were great.
Met up with Yaya and her frend Yany.
Yaya and i passed prac 7 together.
Failed TP together.
Are taking the next TP together.
And hopefully,
pass that together too!
HAHA!(Thats Yaya and Yany..)

Then met Liha n Su, and chilled at Yishun Dam with my dear Zy and the other 201 peeps.(Su and Liha..those dance friends of mine..Thou i dont dance anymore.)(Clockwise from left:Steve, Eric, Daniel, Fernandez..Handsome right! LOL!)

Shit days

2008-04-25T01:49:00.003+08:00

So many shitty things are happening man.
damn it.

Now im thinking,
my pay is gonna be a little.
And what i nid this month is wayyyy lots man.
My mom's birthday
Zy's birthday
I felt like i had high hopes on getting them nice stuff u noe.
Now come to think bout it.
With the situation i just had,
Spending around 90plus dollars.
on a single occasion.
And then i havent insert my money for the savings plan.
and i think the next one accumulates to 600bucks.

Money wise, things are so sucky.

Next week im starting work.
Full-time.
And my uniform does not fit me well.
I look like a guy wearing baggy female uniform.
Shit.
Uniforms had never fit me well.
Except my secondary school one.
One.Which i altered myself.
Subsequently all the uniforms i had, i gotta alter, myself.
Its so difficult to get those tailor aunty to understand wat i want.
Pfft!

Finally,
i realised
i wasted my whole fucking holidays
Doing nothing but slack
And slack, and slack.
Cuz why? I haf no money.
I dun haf the luck to haf rich friends whom can spend on me.
HAHA. and ultimately, i just dun have money.
And people who can show me how to live for free.
Pfft.so i WASTED my holidays.
As swiftly as a fly, the days speed past.
This make me feel so fucked up.

Comeback Kid!

2008-04-19T17:20:00.003+08:00

Yet another lifeless Saturday.

Yes.
Yet again i end up bored at home.
With nothing to do.
But maybe watching tv.
Strumming the guitar to nothing.
And yeah basically slack.

All becuz dear Zy cant slp at night.
Cuz he have this sleeping problem.
And the time when he finally gets to slp,
is then the afternoon.
When im awake.
And wanna go out.
So okay.let him slp thn! pfft!
I think we are the most no life couple sometimes.
Cuz we always dunno whr to go.
And unfortunately we arent spontaneous enuf.
And sometimes or idea of whr to go does not tally.
Pfft!

Orite fuck today.
I wanna go to the COMEBACK KID GIG!
arghhh!
freaking broke man.
If not im going alone if nobody's going.
Dammit man.
I fuckingly wanna go!
Arghhh!
Its on the 25th April.Next friday!
Damn damn damn!

2008-04-16T03:41:00.003+08:00

This is random.
Cuz i dun feel like blogging.
But something got to the head.
I rather not think of it.
So lets random talk.

i love ice creams.Mmmmmm!

Yum yummy!

i still wanna dance.(and play guitar.haha!)

Some people say im too good to my boifies.
I used to say no.
Cuz i dun think im kind hearted.
But nw i think i am.
I dont dance nw cuz he hate girls who dance.
So his gf shuld not dance.
So i stopped.

Last time, my ex told me not to hang out.
I LOVE TO HANG OUT OKAY.
But i always end up going hm straight.
Cuz he hated it.

My gfs used to say im too good.

Now after doing something i regretted doing,
i think i am.
Not gonna elaborate here.
To private to talk about.

I love chocolates too.
I think my 'love-handles' are irritating.
I hate them.
But im too lazy to exercise.
LOLS!

Hi, i'm Joy. =)

2008-04-15T01:47:00.003+08:00

I'm done with the Marshy collage.
=)("Huhhhhh? My name is Joy" HAHAHA!)

Okay so anw today was Hadi's a.k.a Paul's 25th Birthday.

Happy Quarter of a century Dude!

Ur getting older.who doesnt rite? But u get old before me, so thats good enuf..LOLS!

(She's Casey.Haha..)(So there's Casey, me (Joy), Fernandez, and William. We are from Punkrock 201)

Pissing APEKS!

2008-04-11T04:29:00.005+08:00

Okay.
Fuck the drunk apeks who clearly is as normal as any guy,
who has dicks and can just piss anywhere they want!

Including at the back of my house.
And where i can clearly see their backs while they are pissing.
(Thank god i didnt see their dirty puny little dicks.)
Well, i caught them TWICE tonight.
Like wat a rotten luck.
The first one was an old apek.
I wanted to scold him but decided to find something to throw at his head.
But couldnt find any, so he got away.

Next another one,
pissing while telling him friends to wait cuz he wanna pass urine (in hokkien)
which i could understand..
I cant believe this!
At the same fucking spot too!
So i went to the window and i didnt really thought of wat to say but,
"CHIBAI AR!" came out first.
Followed by "Oi can pass urine in the toilet rite?! Dunno got toilet izit?"
His friend came and apologized
and i went, "Got toilet rite? Use the toilet lah!"
while that man relaxingly zipped up his pants.
I just stood there till they went off.

Hmm..funny enuf my bro was laughing behind.
I think its kindda funny too tat i could pull off an angry face.
Thanks to singlish too, cuz thats the best way to say it to them.
But fuck it..
i'm gonna install CCTV.hahahaha!
Or maybe a sign like in lifts u noe..

My Room..DONE!

2008-04-11T03:55:00.008+08:00

Yippee!!!!!!!

After weeks of ugly blue wall.
Which totally do not match my new lime green walls.
The so-called mural is done!

Thanx to Gyant for drawing/painting the picture on my wall.
And Zy for painting the background.
And all the other walls too. HAHA!
And thanx to my neighbour Mimi for the spray paints.
Yeah rite $2 for each can of half empty paints. or even lesser..pfft!

Alrite then..take a look:

(So that's my new green walls. So sad that its covering my orange wall.)

(And that grey wall was originally blue. But Zy painted it over. And there's Gyant.)

(Thats me. HAHA! i actually did help to paint and do the spray painting. Which are not a pro's standard of spraying, but they'll do.)

So here's the end job :)It's Pokinatcha on the guitars!
From MXPX's Let It Happen album cover.
Hehe!
I've got more project to do.
And to stick them on that wall.
Some collage I did.
So stick around to see them!

2008-03-31T20:31:00.007+08:00

Introducing:
The BratzStreet Boys!

The Bratz..
The Boys..
Hahahaha!
This is wat happen when a guy can get pregnant.
Hahaha!
Anw I'm bored.
Like freaking bored.
Im supposed to paint my room. But im lazy.LOLS!
Wanna see more pics?

Okay. Thats about it.
Wish i could put ALL the pics thou.HAHA!

Picnic time!

2008-03-24T21:20:00.003+08:00

What a picnic!
Lols.
Punkrock 201 had a mini picnic last Saturday.
It was simple.
But it was fun.

The weather was bad at the beginning.
We only had good weather after 6pm.

(Wan loves to spoil the pics.)(Thats Aziee and Yana at the back)(Bapoks at ECP..a beauty arent they?)

(Pull!!! Its a tug of war against...an imaginary team?)

(Khai guitarist maut!)

Birthday Week

2008-03-21T02:03:00.004+08:00

These 2 days are fun enough.
Went out with girlfriends.
It's nice to be treated like a girl for once.
Hmm..
mayb still not so uh.
haha!
With Mel and Aziee, then Pat and Candy.

Went out with the two makciks.
Haha!
Mel:(Aziee-"Eh tkleh amek gambar eh? Eh delete uh!";FYI-its after she took the pic.haha!)
Aziee:(i apologise if u cant see her face clearly, her facial expression is forever active.haha!)

Just went around shopping.
Not much of the shopping thou.
With Azhar tagging along cuz he's bored.
Aziee and I bought boxers for our dear Bfs.
They were from Topman.
The exact same size and design.
Then they can exchange if they want!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Then we were joined with Adi.
This is Adi:If there are girls out there,
who find him attractive enuf,
u can secretly msg me.
lols!

Anw he was nice enuf to treat me (and Azhar).
Just for my birthday (and Azhar..haha!),we chilled out at Balcony Bar for awhile.
He bought me this coolshit drink,
Screaming Orgasm.

Haha..i didnt get any orgasm when i drank it ok.
It was really a chill out drink.
For those bartenders out there u might noe.
For those cocktail idiots, like me, u must try before judging the drink.
Really its nice.
I forgot the concoction thou.

Today i had a reunion with the idiots.
LOLS!
nahhh they are great friends lah.
Pat and Candy:(Candy-"Eh my eyes like swollen izit?" Pat-"Err yah duhhh of course..-_-" Me-"OMFG.")
(HAHAHA! that wasnt wat happen actually.)

Chilling out with them is damn funny lah.
Talking about the changes we went thru and stuff.
It was great teasing Pat.Haha!
We cant wait for the next meeting.
Hehehe..Candy....
You SHOULD noe wat Pat and I will be expecting.
Dun come up wif some excuses.
Cuz i cant wait to laugh my head off.
HAHA!

I like this week.
Thou unfortunately my bro had to be warded.
Cuz of some medical complications.
But he'll be ok.
He's my bro. Like me, he shuld be strong.
Haha..i'm some what strong ok.

Anw i'll be meeting with the girls from my PRCP ward.
Thou thanx to some of them,
i do not noe who,
I had a big fat D for my PRCP attachment.
Hmm..mayb cuz I said I dont wanna work in tat ward when we graduate.
Hahaha! if it were to be the case,
i'll be fuming mad ok.
If its cuz they are strict okay then fine.
pfft.
but fuck it. i still passed.

So yeah will be meeting some of them.

And this Sat there'll be a gathering,
the Punkrockers 201 and some Metalheads,
invited by Adi.
So yeah..
This shuld be the way my holidays be spent.
NOT slacking at home.

Happy Birthday To Me.

2008-03-18T18:12:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was my bday.
And it was as normal as any other day.
But..
I'm happy.
=)

Cuz at least i hanged out wif my friends.
Hehe.
And becuz it was my bday,
they let me talk crap and lame stuff withour any remarks.
woohoo!
hahahaha!
Thanx arh korang.
They are the punkrockers 201.

Here are my presents.

An oreo cheesecake from Mc Cafe from Zy.
A completed closet done by my dad.
A Kipling mini sling bag from my mom.
A bar of Twirl chocolate from Azhar.
A ZEN stone plus wif speakers from Zy.

THANK YOU!
And im still waiting for a box of ciggies from my bro.
wakaka!

I've turn 20.
And i can feel the changes.
I feel like my eyes are damn tired.
Backaches.
Limbs are rusty.
Bones are brittle.
And my internal organs are weaker.

I sound like i've turned 50.
HAHA!
i wonder how i will be then.

Anw the month of march is madness.
So many birthdays:
Dol - 1st March
Azhar - 7th March
Syikin - 8th March
Badariah - 10th March
Imran - 16th March
and me (hehe!)
Anw to all those belated,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!

And of course there are some coming up.
To those people,
Happy Advanced Birthday
Okay so dun say i didnt wish ya!
And if u people read my previous post,
u'll understand why i cant get u presents.
Hahaha!
Peace!

Turning twenty

2008-03-06T02:48:00.002+08:00

My room is still in a mess.
My dad is so busy, he only helped me drill one one the two poles for my wardrobe.
U'll get the picture once he finally finish the stuff.
And my blinds are not up yet.
So my room is literally not private.
Yeah.
Watch me change my clothes.
Right.

The wall.
I still haf no freaking idea wat to do.
But i do haf some snipets in my head.
So hopefully i haf the whole idea out onto the wall.

The best thing about this holiday is,
I'M FREAKING BROKE!

Like broke damn broke.
My latest pay is all down the drain.
Cuz of the room things i bought.
Which costs like close to $500.
And the monthly saving i must put aside.
Which is $200 per month.
Its the Revosave thingy.
And my motor practicals which Zy forced me to put that as my 1st priority.
And umm..
Basically my $950 is gone.
like $10 a day for food and stuff,
i didnt even realise i haf $7 in my bank left.
Great huh.

Next month will be the absolute same.
Cuz i haf to pay my mom and dad hundreds.
Cuz i borrowed their money this month.
HAHA!
GREATNESS!

And some of the 201 peeps are planning to go Thailand.
I wanna go!
My holidays are spent rotting at home.
Or around Yishun.
Cuz another great thing happened.
My ezlink card decided to go haywire on me.
Therefore i either buy standard tix and stuff,
or dont even take the public transport.
ARGHHHHHH!
I'm freaking bored and frustrated.

My birthday's coming up.
I'm not looking for it.
Cuz im turning 20.
I'm freaking old.

And presents are not gonna be part of my birthday i bet.

*Sobs*
I hope u people gimme lots of prezzies!
PLEASE!

Hahahahaha..

First Step Gig '08

2008-02-25T18:37:00.004+08:00

Finally its done!
Our first ever gig.
First Step Gig 2008

We were a nervous wreck!

Halfway thru the performance,
my legs,
both legs were so damn wobbly.
Really2 nervous.
We played:

Teenage Politics -MXPX
End Of The Road - Me First And The Gimme Gimmes
Under Lock and Key - MXPX
The Broken Bones - MXPX
Tomorrow's Another Day -MXPX

My darling Zy performed too.
His band Murder By Ska.
So cute right both of us performing?
HAHAHAHA!

Anw, Marshy, the name of my band,
consists of Huda the Bassist.
And Gyant the Drummer.
Gyant did really well considering that she juz had an accident.
And that her both hand are wrapped up.
And in pain at times.
Good job Gyant. =)
As for me. I suck as the vocalist.
We are finding for a new guitarist.
When we are better.
And maybe the new guitarist can be our new vocalist!
Woooohooo!
HAHAHA!
But we wont be slacking.
Hope to get another gig slot.. =D

Stressors

2008-02-17T19:13:00.002+08:00

Shit man.
Its less than a week!

Don't get it?
Nah nvm.i rather not say it now.
I rather say it when all's done.
and see how it goes.
I'm like freaking nervous lah!
First ever for us.
Kental kan? yeah i noe.
HAHAHA!

Anw i wanna make a room makeover.
But...
My budget is like freaking little!
I'm like freaking broke!
My priority is to get my license.
My mom's priority for me is to get my room done.
with my $$$.
So u see where it's going?

Jamal has passed his bike license.
Mimi has passed his bike license.

Me?
Im fucking stuck!!!!
Haiyaaaaa..
But i do want the room makeover.
Im bored wif my room.lols!
damn i soooo envy the showrooms at ikea.
But some are freaking expensive lorrrr!

2008-02-11T02:08:00.000+08:00

im poor,
.
.
.
.
im stupid,
.
.
.
.
and im useless..

basically im tired of everything now. school, family, friends, work, band.. sumer lar.. i wanna quit school, wanna quit band life, wanna quit being someone im nt, wanna quit doin everything.. enlist to ns, die in a war.. can?

Found this somewhere.
It hurts to see people like this.
Trying so hard to live life as best as they could.
But things juz kept sucking and they finally breakdown.
And what makes me hate most is,
I dunno how to help.
......
...
.

Talking is a way.
But talking only cant get things done.
Thats the problem.
Usually solutions don't come easy.
And between that time, thing will get worst
and people will give up.
Give up.

I have ever gave up before.
In somethings.
And i still sometimes feel like giving up.
I just dunno wat kept me going.
Haizz...

Today the whole day i felt sucky.

Its contagious.
The sucky feeling.
Thou i was acting normal, which i tried to,
i still feel sucky.
I make noise to distract my thoughts.
Its a good therapy sometimes.

I love him.
And yes.
Sacrifices are essential.
And i can make sacrifices.
=)

2008-02-09T03:20:00.000+08:00

Okay i'm starting to like Aly n AJ again.
After the last song 'Chemicals React'
which was great,
i didnt really listen to them.

Now i dunno when n where i got there new song.
'Potential Breakup Song'
Cool song too.

14 more days i think.
Til my doom.
Thanx to Jamal i'm even more nervous.
But thanx to Azhar, i tink i can make it.
For wat?
HAHA!
Not gonna tell.
I dun mind if nobody noes.
Some of my friends noes thou.
HAHAHA!
Damn it..15mins of gonnabe hell!
I'm sooo damn nervous lahhhh!

Okay watever.

Today is a another record break by ME!
I stayed at home the whole freaking day.
Doing wat?
Sleep.
Wake up.
Watch tv.
Eat abit.
Comp comp comp all the wayyyyyyy.
HAHAHAH!
Such a pig at home.
Thats y i rather go out.
But i dun feel like going out today.
Hmm..y ah?
HAHA! i dun freaking noe!

We Have Settled Down

2008-02-05T02:12:00.003+08:00

Attention Everyone!
For my friends, i'm glad to say that Zy and I have finally settled down.
We have even gotten a new house.
Erm apartment.
Whatever.
Wanna see?That's the door number.
And the block number is the same.
HAHA!
So let me take u on a lil' tour. =)My fave spot so far.
The cozy sofa. I LOVE SOFAS!
He has a change of clothes colour preference.
Now white is his fave.haha!Sorry people. He can be quite shy at times.
So thats our new fridge. Its not much thou.And the cabinets are coolshits! But we have not done any grocery shopping yet.lols!Dear..thats our new washing machine, pls dont do funny experiments yet.haha!The previous owner is a damn bookworm.
But he has too many to bring over to his new crib, so he left us some fine books. =)HAHA! Caught you! Cant tahan anymore right?
Hehehe..Dear is so tired after skool, he juz flops onto the bed.
And finally,
Thats our front porch.

Nice isnt it?

I love our new home.
If only it was our new home...
WAKAKA!
Cuz those were juz showrooms.
Nice arent they?
We were having so much fun trying the new beds and stuff.
Acting n imagining if it was our home.
Cool shit uhhh..HAHA!

Anw those showroom are brought to you by:

And MR BUNNY!

can i party mom?

2008-02-04T02:23:00.000+08:00

I've realised something.
School's out.
Its really my time to PARRRRTAYY!

Hahahaha..
Its been a long time since i stayed out late.
Like okay for sure i havent been out late for 3 mths.
wakaka!
Thanx to the attachments.
But anw i must do something to make my holidays the best.
Before i enter hell's zone at work.

Coming to this.
I keep thinking for my future.
As in me in a staff nurse's uniform.
What a huge responsibility will that be.
Hmm.
I dunno if i could reach their standard.
Especially that im in SGH.
Damn i still dunno y i'm a nurse man.
Sheeeeaatt!
I'm really nervous when that day comes.
I mean which ever ward i'll be in, it wont make much diff.
So yeah shit that.

This few weeks till i start work,
i hope i'm able to go out wif friends whom i have not seen for a long time.

To syikin and the underground residents.
Hope to see to gals more often yeah!
Hehehehe..
I'm ready to partayyyy okay!

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL

2008-02-02T01:35:00.000+08:00

Today is the end of many things.

Yesterday was my last day of attachments in Wd53c.
Sucks as it was at times, i do miss that ward.
Mainly i actually miss the people who guided me,
and especially being a student nurse for the final time.
I miss the Nyp-ians i worked with.
Most probably we wont see each other that often.
Omg!
I really cant believe this day finally comes.
Anw the last day of attachments, the staff were nice to treat us pizza!
We took quite a number of pictures.
And i'm so proud to say i did a great collage thingy for the ward.
wakakaka!
seriously that was the first one which completed and turned out nice.
lols! i'm sooo into doing more of it.hehe..
That's CI Cheah Le Le.
She is so understanding and really helped us through the attachments.That's Azah. The cute lil EN who's a rockchick but kept saying i'm a rock chick.LOLS!
Thats Dr Deborah Khoo. She's such a nice doctor. So soft-spoken lahh she..haha!
Thats Rozi and Cynthia.
Cynthia is our preceptor at the second half of the attachment and she truely cares about our learning.
We bought her this cute tshirt and necklace but too bad we forgot to take a pic.
Hehe..
Anw thanks so much Cyn for the guidance!

So for today, we had to go back to NYP for debriefing.
Actually more of slacking,
smoking at the alley,
and yeah MORE PHOTOS!
hahaha!
And also sleeping in the lecture theatre.
Omg! Let me list the things i will miss at school:

waking up late
the stupid skool events
walking to the entrance to smoke
'eating' at south canteen.hehe..
eating at FJ (now Koufu)
eating my fav CHICKEN MAYO w MILO ICE!
EATING @ NYP!
going for a smoke during lectures
tap and go for most lectures
sleeping in lecture theatre if i were to be in one
playing Candy's PSP during lectures
walking around and see many familiar faces
talking nonsense with the Animals
running away from Mdm Loi.HAHAHAHA!

And finally the thing i'll miss most is...

'BOMBING' the school toilet with the Animals!
: it means shitting btw.
WAKAKAKAKAKA!
Cuz here's our normal routine during break:
Eating
Smoking
Bombing!
Niceeee..

And there are some other things i miss but i think its best not said.
Hehe.
So yeah it was kindda sad.
Especially tat Pat wasnt around for the group photo.
But Candy and I met her after skool thou.
Kesian Pat.

Oh man..i so miss them lots!
The shits we went thru.
Like the bloody hell lecturers who always look at us as 'noisy people'
And the bloody people who are scared we'll do something 'stupid'
And the blames we always get.
Fuck it..we still had lots and lots of fun!
Wooohooo! See...fun still bring us somewhere. =)
Except for Pat.
Kesian Pat.
C'mon Pat u can be an RN too! Like me and Candy.
=)The ladies! There's so many cool ladies in our batch i must say.
Too many that i cant catch most of them.LOLS!New friends were made during PRCP. And this is Izah. She's freaking tall laa ok!
Old friends from my group. Cheeky ladies all of them.She i'm gonna miss so much! Sujan! HAHA! So rough laa this girl.
I'm sooo gonna miss her funny Nepalese accent.haha!HAHA! Many conflicts bound to happen now and then. But lets put it all behind yeah!
It was funny thou..lols!
And ONE MORE TIME PLEASE PAT!
Hahahaha!
I miss taking candid pics of her..so freaking funny..lols!

hello friends!

2008-01-07T02:01:00.000+08:00

Hahaha!
Its been a long time since i logged into my MSN.

And wat a great timing today.
Cuz i finally got to chat wif those friends i've not contacted for a long time.
Dah 2008 seh!
So its like 1 year already tk contact!
Hahaha!
So yeah i was bored anw.

I'll be working my first night shift later.
And yeah.
I dunno how its like.
They say its damn tiring.
maybe cuz night means sleep.
but night is not my sleep.
but if night means work then i rather sleep.
wakakakaka!
Its been a long time since i had a night life.
cuz work work workkkkkk.
no life laa actually.
so yeah i got no other things to say now actually.
lols!

anw i miss my friends.
=)
korang tkmo laa diam2!
action sehhhhhhhhhh!
hahahaha!

What a great start

2008-01-02T23:23:00.000+08:00

How i wish i have a bike.
Or a driver.
To go to work tmw.
When my parents dont allow me to slp at Zy's hse.
Which is like freaking near to SGH.
Compared to my freaking far journey from home.
And when i must reach the ward half an hour early.
Cuz if not i'll get that fucking look from the staff.
Cuz i serve the freaking meds late.
What the Fuck right?
Haiz.

What a way to start 2008.

I'm starting to get sick of coming to work.
It sucks when u haf to TRY to go thru the day well.
And it sucks to have to put on a fucking fake smile.
a fucking fake agreement to the staff.
a fucking fake "oh okay2..sorry bout that staff..ok2 i'm sorry" when the staff scolds u for being 'slow', when actually they're freaking kanchieong.
Just becuz it's impt for ur studies.

I've hated it from the start.
But its getting worst.
And i haf about 6weeks to go.

I dun want to imagine how it is when im a staff.
Haf to build such a fucking THICK layer of skin.
Juz to get thru the work.
I hope. I pray that wont happen a lot when i graduate.
But fat hopes.
Working in the hospital is a fucking sick place.
Sick.
Politics everywhere.
A place where politics shouldnt happen.
We are saving lives for crying out loud!
Shit happens.

I gotta slp now.
Hafta wake up at freaking 4am.
And get out of the freaking hse at 5am.
Fuck It.

2-oh-oh-8

2008-01-01T23:37:00.000+08:00

Happy 2-Oh-Oh-8!
I have no resolutions this year.
Cuz this year feels like nothing.
But i do haf some things to accomplish.
That isnt resolutions right?
Hahaha!
Okay whatever.

Anw this year i wanna get my diploma.
Which means i must pass my prcp.
Shit prcp.
Oh well so far so good.
But still things cn drastically change.
So yeah..FINISH IT!

Next i wanna get my bike license.
And a bike.
HOPEFULLY by my birthday.
If not..oh well at least by this year.
I dunno whether i wanna X1.
(which i want the standard orange-not blue)

Or a CBR 150.
(im not too sure if this is the bike cuz i juz thought of this bike..hehe!)Both are nice. =)

Oh yeah speaking of getting things.
Ive bought myself this sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek cam..
Not only its a digicam, its also ORANGE!
wakaka!
I still havent get a sleeeeek electric guitar.
But that will come.
Yeah yeahhh..

This year's new year's eve i spent it 85% with ZY.
We went to Marina Sq and watched National Treasure.
(Cool movie i must say.)
Then went to Cafe Cartel and i got my Viking and the Rock.
Its a cooool ice cream yeah2..hehe..
Called Azhar over cuz we cant finish it. LOLS!
Then we went to ECP to mit the rest.
We didnt countdown like "5! 4! 3! 2! 1!" shit.
Cuz we were on the road otw to ECP.
wakaka!
But i loved my last day of the year.
Heeeee..=D

So anw this year.
Shit will happen.
Definitely.
But i hope i will get to keep those things i love with me till the end.
Happy New Year Everybody!

Hari Raya Haji

2007-12-20T15:20:00.000+08:00

It's a boring day laa ok.

Its Hari Raya Haji.
But i really dun feel like celebrating.
I feel like going out.
To town or somewhr.
I dunno.

Anw i wanna buy this fone.
Sony Ericsson W580i.
I think its a great fone.
But..i've got a dilemma btw these two other fones.

One is Sony Ericsson W910i
The features are almost similar.
Its more on the outlook btw these two.
But..here's another one which i wanna choose too.

Its Nokia XpressMusic 5610This is a diff fone altogether.
First thing's first, its a Nokia hp.
And all the specs are quite diff.
I dunno man..
And the prices are around the same range.
ARGHHHHH!

If anyone is using any of these fones,
pls give me some personal reviews okay?
THANKS!

2007-12-13T10:33:00.000+08:00

This countdown is only for those who should noe..

Dearest Koko

2007-11-27T22:48:00.000+08:00

Bad News.
BAAAAAD.

A neighbour of mine told me tat she saw my cat Koko,
(who's pregnant) being bitten by a dog.
and her newborns being eaten up.

WTF?!!!
MY CAT KOKO.
That was the shittiest worse news ever.

Koko didnt come home for four days.
We searched for her but still we couldnt find her.
and last thursday, (which the neighbour told me) she saw Koko being attacked by a dog.
a fucking stray dog.
Arghhhh! im so sad yet fucking angry.
like cant the dog leave her and her babies alone?
and the neighbour told me she buried Koko somewhr near a coconut tree.
I still cant find it.
cuz i wanna dig it up and chk for myself.

my mom's doubtful of it.
she doesnt wanna believe it.
cuz its too heartbreaking if its true.
my dad, taking it in bravely, is confident Koko's dead.
me, im confused.
i wanna believe and i dont wanna believe.

we've had Koko since 2004.
and she's given birth 4 times if im not wrong.
i lost count.
but still she's our 'mommy koko'
Dammit y could we find her on time?
ARGHHHHHHH!
*sobs2*
Thats her. Koko cat when she was still a virgin.
(i think..but it was when she has a nice body wif no flabs..hehe)

That's her with her kittens. She was a really caring mother cat. =)

And thats her before shopping at the market.
Haha..juz kidding. =P
I miss her so much..
='(

KL TRIP!

2007-11-08T17:17:00.000+08:00

I'm back from KL bebeh!
It was a great short getaway.
We went from Thursday night til Sunday night.
Okay so here are the people i went with..
Weeya, My cuzzin Kak Wani, Farah, My other cuzzin Kak Nana and Rosi.And yeah we took the trains at KL.
Like its my first ever time.
And i tink for most of them too.
Hehe..
And....the best part of all is....
My dearest Zyrul Kudut tagged along as well! Heeeeeeeee!
So we stayed at Swiss Garden Hotel.
Me, Zy and Kak Nana shared a room.
While the rest shared another room.
Zy and I shared a bed and the funny part is the single bed looks like a queen-sized.
Hahaha!

Well anw, we reached KL like 4am cuz we took the night bus.
And the best part was, we checked in only at 9am.
Sooo we decided to walk around KL in the morning.
We ate at KFC which was luckily 24hrs.
Then we went to KLCC on foot.
Haha! Its ok we didnt get lost. Cuz we haf a MAP!
After checking in, we rest for a while and zoomed to Petaling Street.
We ate at Nando's first before proceeding there.
It is ALSO a place for chicken lovers..haha..
Okay here's this cool sign tat i saw there.
'Dilarang menjual produk cetak rompak'
it means 'pirated products are NOT to be sold'.
But ironically most or almost all are fakes.
Hahaha..
But we did lots of shopping.
Cuz they are freaking cheap! Hehe...

So then Rosi and Farah kept wanting to go to the indoor rollercoaster thingy.
Well it is huge.
And indoors which is cool.
But only Rosi,Farah and Weeya took the ride.
I'm short of budget so yeahh..WASTED!
Okay the first day was really tiring.
Maybe cuz we didnt get enough sleep since the bus ride.
So the next day we went to Petaling Street again.
And headed to Masjid India.
There's another bazaar like area but they sold mostly more on the Malay stuff.
Finally we went to KLCC.
I thought of buying for Hoods and Gyant a souvenier of the twin tower.
And divide it into two.HAHA!
But i didnt buy in the end. =P

Then we chilled awhile before heading back to the hotel.
The 3 days were really short thou.
Cuz it was damn fun.
And going on the first holiday wif Zy, it was damn cool.
I cant wait to go with the rest of Punkrockers 201.
That'll be even more fun..
=)

So anw here are some other stuffs we did.
Me and Zy planning our future home together.HAHAHA!
This is the protest which happened on a Saturday afternoon.
About Maybank robbed them of their bonus.
But gezz wat..everyone were smiling and thou shouting, they sounded like cheering.
And..
If u see carefully, those men are police.
And they were chilling and talking one corner..Hahaha! Wtf?
There are many other funny stuff around KL.
U juz have to open ur eyes.LOLS!

Amazing date

2007-10-28T03:58:00.000+08:00

Today was great.
Met up with the GayCraps (watever they called themselves)But basically they are Mimi (my neighbour), Hafiz and Anwar (his frends)
They are really fun to be around with.
Anyway, Anwar had an Open House today.
So i went with Mimi.
Met Fareez (Another sec sch mate of theirs) at Anwar's hse.
Hafiz, who was late, came awhile later.

Chilling out with them was fun.
They crapped and crapped.
And no outcasting of each other shits u noe.
Juz plain laughters and crappiness.
Haha![The Gaycraps..part of them..] [And he's my neighbour Raimi..or known as Rey but i've been calling him Mimi..] [Thats Anwar..So-called the horniest guy rated by his friends..HAHA!][That's Hafiz..the crappiest among them..HAHAHA!]

Yeah Anwar, Selamat Hari Raye..
"Tau pon eh kau takot ngn aku..Nak minta maaf lagi..Haha!"

So anw today i actually planned a date with Zy.
But since i went to Anwar's hse first,
We had our date from dinner onwards.
Another date, yes2..
The last one we had was last week..HAHA!
But really this time was a better date cuz we didnt end it wif a 'stuck-at-johor-then-at-SLE-and-finally-at-Woodlands-cuz-it-was-raining-so-heavily' type of happy ending..hehe..

We went to watch a midnight movie at Plaza Singapura.
The movie was 'Stardust'.
And it is a great movie.
Its not all about love kindda movie u noe.
Bit mixed of the magical kindda movies.
With some fantasy shits and stuff.
Haha..i really can work as a movie critique.
Hahahaha!
But its a nice movie to watch really.
However diff people diff preferences soooo yeah..
=)

Oh yeah dear Zy had been accepted to poly.
So proud of him.. =D
*beaming like mad*
And he's so into the studying thing.
Unlike me who went to poly first week with an aim to look great everyday.
Shit me.
He's like freaking into the studying that he wanted to learn the maths since day 1.
And now is only like the fifth day?
Yeahhh..and he's still 'on' about it.
Hehs..my kudut..

Okay i'm like beaming so much.
Whatever laa Syidahh..haha!
Okay stop it kay..
Anyway the date went great..(that rhymes!)
Hahaha! And i love him still..

Marshy

2007-10-26T15:29:00.000+08:00

Marshy had been jamming lots this week.
We jammed on Sunday, Tuesday, Thursday,
And we're jamming again today.
Hahaha!
Maybe its been a while since we last jammed a lot.
With everyone busy,
Or no money.
This time our schedule didnt clash much.
And all of us had our pay...!
Weeeeeeee!

And we haf to jam for any potential gigs.
Hopefully..
=)

2007-10-20T04:49:00.001+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya =)
To those whom i haf done wrong or said wrong things, or irritate u too much..
Please forgive me.

This year many shitty things had happened.
Many times i feel that i haf hurt someone.
Many times i feel i shuldnt haf done it.
And i apologise for those things.
But yet there are things i noe i'm right.
So please i hope there aren't any grudges.
(But if u think other wise, i'm sorry for ur insecurities)

Anw these few days have been sooo boring.
Okay mostly cuz my dear is working at night.
Therefore there isnt time for me to mit him.
And i miss him sooo..
Hehs..
But its okay..we'll be dating tmw..
soooo yippeee!
Hehehe..

Actually there are many things for me to blog.
Cuz obviously its been a long time.
But...hahaaa! i haf no freaking idea wat to type.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm...

Okay2! wait yeahh..
I'll be going on a KL trip with my fellow ladies + my dear.
Yey!
I hope i can do some serious shopping.
That'll be a big treat after few months of 'no-new-clothes'..
Hehehe..the best part is..
My dear Zy will be coming along.
Yippeeeee!
Cant wait for the trip sehh..
Hehe..Okay i wanna go daydreaming again..

Hat Trick bebeh!

2007-09-23T03:59:00.000+08:00

haha! i think im lagging abit.
cuz...WOW! Blogger has video uploads!
cooooool shiiiit...haha!

Today was 201 outing.
And it was freaking FUN!
I love going out wif many friends.
Especially crazy ones.
However few of the punkrockers werent there.
But still it was fun.fun..fun!
And lots of cock stuff.hahaaa!

Anw met at 201 for everyone.
Planned at 2pm.
But everyone came only at 5pm..Hehe..
So moved off to town.
Orite here's the catch.
Usually we ride to our destination.
Today was the first back again we went out by public transport.
Haha! Tap! and Go babehh!
We went Far East.Chilled awhile to wait for the time to break fast.
Which out of 14 ppl, only 2 were fasting. =P
But everyone bought food and we ate at Taka.

After eating we proceed to River.
We walked all the way to Fort Canning.
Thats where Wan came up wif the Amazing Race 201.
HAHA!

The teams are:

Khai and Adi

Zee, Ila and Wan

Haziq, Hasif, Zy and Me

Farish, Dol, Hafiz, Sid and Azhar
(However Sid n Azhar were considered the Handicap ones)
The objective is 'Which team can reach the river first'
And the winner gets the greatest DRIED LEAF.
Wakakaka!

But somehow everyone were motivated..hahaa!
Every team went seperately.
The team i'm in was freaking semangat.
We went like freaking shortcut.
From fort canning we went to the side and went down the hill.
Which was beside Substation
Walked past it and they were like "Sakkk dah lame tk ade gig kt sini.."
And we continued shortcutting through the buildings
Till we reached Peninsula and we just have to walk straight to the river.
And we reached FIRST! woooohooo!

Zee, Wan and Ila came right after us.
And the best part was,
they took the cab (which was against the rules)
and reached after us..HAHAHA!
Farish and Dol came after that.
Then Azhar, Sid and Hafiz.
Thats when Fir and Pia came too. Oh yeah and Lat.
And like for sooo long, Khai and Adi werent there.
When they came, they actually took a detour.
Played games at an arcade..
HAHA! siak btol..
Rasyid came after that too.

So after lots of laughter and cockiness,
a group of ssb came to screen us.
the best part was, Zy and I were chilling abit far from them.
And they didnt screen us.
They thought we were juz a couple.
HAHA! Those guys were so fanatic la siakkk.
For example, Azhar's hair was a mohawk.
"U are what? Punk izit?"
"U what? red sleeve?
Like...errr...he juz love less hair actually.
Or maybe something else but....he's a punk rocker.
Then Hasif wore Misfits t-shirt.
"What's this? What does that skull represent?"
Like..errmm..do we look like we are some sort of fanatic Mats and Minahs?
Majority of us are musicians.
We love music and we play music.
Haiyohhhh.. *Shake head..shake head*
Hahaha!

Then ok soo Zy, Wan and Me didnt get screened.
Haha!
So we decided to proceed to the MRT.
Cmon man, we go public today.
So last train is IMPORTANT!
But before that..took group pictures and..
Zee got sandwiched by the guys in the middle of the padang.
And we were laughing awayyyyyy..
And suddenly "Oi! All of u come here!"
Yes! Another group of ssb stopped us.
Like FUCK! We juz got screened laaa..
And yeah ssb being themselves, they dun give damn.
Zack who came after we got the first screening,
was screened first, for tattoo..
Zack? Tattoo? Wakakaka!
He is sooo decent and he was checked first.
So we have to wait for a few more minutes yeahh..
Remember..Last train okayyyy..

So okay we walked again seperately at first,
then waited at the bus stop for the rest.
Joined up, walked a few steps, almost turning at the bend at the church,
and TADAAAA!
a police car with four police in uniform stop near the curb,
and "All of u stand in one row.."
HAHA! Great..Hat Trick laaa..
We were like "Sir we juz kena screened there.."
And even a passer by who was about to cross the road told the police that we were juz screened.
But no, police is always right
And the guy was filtered away.
We were about to form a single line till the ssb guys came.
And told the police that they screen us already.
COCK SIAKKK! Hahaha!

Ehhhhh...baik2 siol...Kiter gangster..
Cockkkkk siakk!
"Shit Happens.." says Wan..Hahaha!

Haiya..the greatest outing.
The day when almost all of the punkrockers finally hanged out together again.
Oh yeah including Syida and her bf.
Most were in punkrock band tshirts, 201 logo jackets, shoes from Converse high cuts to Jack Purcell to Macbeths and steel toes.
And all werent riding bikes.
Finally got our first screening again back together..
HAHAHA!

They are a great bunch of people.
Actually there are more.
If only i knew,
i would have stayed hanging out with them since 2004 after O'levels.
I remembered one Saturday, around April/May 2005 i saw the whole grp walking to GV.
and i was in the bus going home..
that was around the time when i made the greatest mistake.
To listen to certain others not to hang out.
Especially wif them cuz obviously majority were guys.
And certain others doesnt like at all.
If i knew, i just ignored and be myself,
who love to hang out and not MIA from Punkrock 201.
cuz being MIA from them costs me few of the greatest gigs.
Like Punkrock Returns 1, 2 and 3.
In fact, all of the gigs..Haiz...Fucking past sia..

The time i hanged out back with them was my happiest yet most awkward moment.
The great part was,
Some of them remembered me.. =)
Including Zy..
Hehehe..Love him soooo much my dear kudut..

Attachments..Helllooo nurse..

2007-09-02T14:11:00.000+08:00

Attachments!
Yes!
This is just the beginning.
The beginning of the loooong attachments to come.
Oh well..
Thank god the first week at CGH was ok.
Cant say it was great.
Cuz i dun haf close friends with me.
And yeah i still cant smoke.
Shit hole..

But still the ward environment is ok.
Certain staff like bitches.
Others are still approachable.
This time my working environment it totally different.
Firstly, its my first time at CGH.
And fortunately i got an 'okay' ward.
Secondly, there's only 2 third years in my shift. (including me)
and Denise is on the other shift.
in short, there's only 3 third years.
And the rest are all first years first posting students.
So yeah my environment is different.
But in a good way i guess.

I've got 2 more weeks at CGH.
I think i'm gonna miss it.
I mean compared to working at SGH.
The environment is freaking stressful.
Everything is work work work.
Chibai..

So okay i still dunno where im posted to for prcp.
hope i'm working wif great people.
i'm gonna be stuck wif them for 3 months ok!
so they better be good.
i pray that its good.
Hahaha..

Live Earth Nenek Dier

2007-08-22T17:55:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday's fireworks attracted gaaazillions of people.
Its like two thirds of the country is there.
Okay mayb its not that much.
But trust me..
There's A LOT of people.

Zy and I wanna park the motorbike at Esplanade.
But the carpark was closed.
So we U-turned.
Thats were we saw A LOT of people at the bridge and everywhr!
We parked at Marina Square.
Not the carpark.
Cuz its barricaded as well.
So we parked at the sidewalk.
Yes..a whole long stretch of motorbikes were there.
Like WHAT THE FUCK?
Why are there soooo many people?
Its juz fireworks.
I mean there will be more right?

So after squeezing..
And i mean squeezing thru hordes of people.
We finally got thru.
We went to the building beside Makan Sutra.
And watched the fireworks.
I tell u..that place is good enough.
Cuz we can see the fireworks clearly.
Except the low shooting ones.
But still we can see.
Ironically..there's not many people there.
Hahaha..Everyone wants to breathe in the Sulphur i guess.

And Kudut kept saying,
"Live Earth nenek dier!"
Know why?
Cuz there's this really2 THICK smoke after the fireworks.
And it looks like one big cloud.
U ever see night cloud?
Before it rains we can see those clouds really thick.
Eventhou its night time which we cant really see the clouds.
Okay juz see these pics..

Like WTF right?
Okay watch this video. Its just a few seconds..

So there you have it.
"Live Earth nenek dier.."
Hahaha!
Air and Noise pollution.
And they still wanna complain bout 'noisy' punk rock music?
And rock concerts in fact.
They wanna complain bout smoking in public places?
And having non-smoking areas outdoors.
Yet they looooove fireworks.
Which does a lot of damage at one time.

<3

What are those things?

2007-08-11T05:37:00.000+08:00

I miss my girlfriends.
After few weeks of not meeting them.
It seems like its the trend nowadays.
They'll accidentally mit somewhr.
Which i will obviously nt be.
Or if we meet, it'll be weeks later that we mit again.
Sometimes up til months.
Anw after a freaking life wif a past someone.
I've realised even more.
How much i would love the person
who accepts my girlfriends as normal girls.
Looks (and maybe language) may be deceiving.
Cuz they are the ones who were there when none of u existed.
Mmmmuuuaaahhhsss!

Today i met my cuzzie.
And her girlfriends.
Hanged out around yishun.
Personally the best place to hang out by far.
Haha..sori for those who prefer others.
But it is to me.

Had a lil crazy moments.
Which is good for me.
Cuz its been a long time since my craziness is appreciated.
Hahaha..
Yes unfortunately so.
I noe i am lame.
But who isn't? Hahaha!
So yeah juz few short hours.
But it does relieves stress.

But stress comes in different forms and shapes.
Different ways.
But they are still, stressors.

I wanna ask this question.
What are flies?
Well i've got the answer straight and quick.
Flies are the same as cockroaches.
As in they are dirty creatures.
Dirty.
They are pests.
Have u ever seen a fly and go,
"Wow! A FLY! They are sooo beautiful!"
No right i assume?
If yes then maybe u are trying to hard to appreciate nature.
Or else ur juz as dirty.
But yes logically on the whole,
they are PESTS.
FLIES.

Oh yeahh..
Jameng!
Kau ade MXPX punye buckle yg lawar maut!
Cool shit sak..
Amcm? Mau jual kat aku perrrrr?
HAHAHAHA!

To the brainless

2007-08-10T02:32:00.001+08:00

There's a saying..
That if u dont approve others doing something that u dont like,
cuz its against ur principle,
you wont do that certain thing.
(obviously cuz u dont like it right? Its against ur principles.)
And if u still do it,
you can easily called a hypocrite.
Or easier said a follower.
why a follower?
cuz u maybe dont really care wat others do.
But u dont like it, u dont approve of it, BECAUSE
a simple reason that u want to follow wat ur friends/clique feels of the certain action.
and you dont wanna be left out.
your a coward to voice out wat u really think.
fugly coward.

Okay after much blabbering,
i feel that personally,
if u do what u SAID u dont like or dont like others doing it,
i think that u r really lame.
Brainless.
Just plain bimbotic idiotness.
Okay whatever it is.
i HATE u and your actions.

And finally a malay saying,
Siapa makan cili terasa pedasnya.
Siapa makan gula terasa manisnya.
Siapa makan ubat terasa pahitnya.
(Okay actually i made tat up but u geddit rite?)
So then i wanna say,
Kalau kau rase ape yg kau tk sepatutnye rase,
tu kau punye pasal.
Memang patut kau rase lah.
Makan taik aku pon best.
HAHA! Sedap siol..

Orite today is the most upsetting day EVER!
Cuz today's the day MXPX is in Singapore.
And i didnt freaking get to see them.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!
ARGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!
I can go to a state of coma.
But i held myself strong.
Haha..
No but really..
I'm sooo disappointed i cant go.
A punkrock band.
One of my favourites.
And i didnt get to catch them.
Hope Jameng had fun.
I bet he did.
He's crazy if he didnt.
Then he shuld haf given me those tix.
HAHAHA!

I hope MXPX will come to Singapore again.
Their own tour.
Their own gig.
Some sort like NOFX.
Then i'll definitely go!
Hehehe..

Bored-ded! Borrredddd!

2007-08-07T01:04:00.000+08:00

Okay. I have successfully stayed at home through the whole Sunday.

And (only a few hours to skool) Monday.
Im sooo boredddd!
N now im freaking sleepy!
Stupiddd!
Thanx thanx!

Okay forget about my boring days..
Updates on the better days.

Saturday i went to Baybeats.
Which i dun count as going.
cuz i juz watched like ONE band.
HAHAH!
Then ton wif Zy and some of the 201s.
Since Aidil dah sakit bapok..We decided to go Changi Village.
And yes as usual the bapok by the carpark.
HAHA!
Then we went to OCH again.
Okay this time we went to more of the places.
As Khai tk abes2 wanna go find the mortuary.
Which i dunno if we did find the mortuary.

****
(FYI.my comp is lagging like hell!
I've typed like a whole paragraph and still,
its slowwwwwly...
tyyypppiinnggg...
theee...
letttersss...
oneeee...
byyy..
oonnneee..
HaaaHaaaaHhhaaa!)
****

Orite on 1st August.
Finally hanged out wif the crazy bunch.
Mimi, Hafiz, Anwar and Taufiq.
I actually juz noe Taufiq.
So not much talking to him.
Anw Hafiz and Anwar is never ending talking cock.
So yeahhh..
For awhile Anwar talked like an Ustaz wannabe.
Another second, seriously a person with perverted thoughts.
HAHAHA!
And yes my dear boifrend call me Gemok.
I'm telling not for symphathy..
OKAYYYY..
Hahahaha!
Hanging out with them is always fun..
=)
Anw i was looking through some pic is the comp.
And i found the pic my childhood friend send me.
It was my photo when im like 5?
I dunno..I cant even judge..
Haha..
So to those who love to say i'm like a 'boy'
(thats to the Animals)
or those who say i've got a 'boy's blood in me'
(thats to my dear Kudut)
or those who just pass the comment freely..
Here's a pic to show that i looked like a boy
Since young...Hahahaha!

But cant say laa..
That was when i was YOUNG. And cute thou..
A small kid.HAHA!
Now i'm a successful young adult.
Who is so pretty!

Wakakakaka!
(Credits to my ability to self praise)
Yet i do act like a boy at times i gezz..
I want to have a bike soooon!
Then i can mit my Bieee easily!
Okay no link..HAHA!

Spiderpig.Spiderpig..

2007-08-01T09:28:00.000+08:00

I missed Tapestry!
That means i missed Zy's performance.
Arghhhhh!

Its all because my mom asked me to follow her to KL.
For her colleague's wedding.
I dun even noe the person!
And i'm surrounded wif people totally not my age.
The best part is,
I did that all and missed Tapestry.
That is a big sacrifice ok..
I dun like to miss my friend's performance for anything.
Haizzz..
Bt wth..its done and over.

I realised its been a long time since i hang out at 201.
But i still see the people thou.
But i dun hang out there.
Hmm..
I dont realise why thou.
Maybe cuz we tend to sit at 211.
Then go off to JB or something.
I think i wanna hang out at 201 tday.
Hahaha..

This movie is like sooo lame..
HAHA!
But ingenious i gezz..
How can u make a lame movie about pigs and craps and donuts to be something about saving the environment?
And there's quite a few msges in the movie itself.
Like family bonding and shits like tat.
And yet the storyline inculcates lame stuff!
Hahaha!
The part i love the most....
"Spiderpig. Spiderpig.."
And Homer walked the stupid pig on the ceiling.
HAHAHA!

Okay Simpsons the movie is great.
Next movie maybe Rush Hour 3 or Knocked Up.
I think i watched the most movie with Zy than wif any other guys.
Hehehe..
Greatness.. =)

2007-07-20T01:06:00.001+08:00

Yeah!
Finally!
The FYP presentation is done!!!
And wat a great success it was.

Seriously..
This is the first ever project that i really enjoyed doing.
The first and last i guess.
Cuz this project allows me to do things out of nursing.
Like I can design posters.
A logo and print it on a badge
(which wasnt a waste of money)
A video.
And I dunno why, even the ppt was fun doing.
HAHA!

I had never through out the whole process felt like
"Shit laa..lazy sia wanna do...give up arh!"
Hahaha..
Which i always felt when i do projects.
Hehehe..
Anw the presentation went well..
Abit lagging at the start..
Thanks to my loyal laptop.
Never fail to lag before the presentation.
Haha!
But we occupied the time well.
25mins exactly..
woooohooo!

Now..
I haf to concentrate on my next skills assessment.
And the Exams.
But still the Final Product for FYP is gonna be mended.
Some changes maybe then we'll submit them as a package.
Sometimes i dunno why,
but i feel abit too ambitious.
Like i want to let HPB see our project.
And approve them..
HAHAHA!
Stop dreaming Syidah!!!

Attachments are coming!

2007-07-17T16:01:00.000+08:00

Oriteeeee!
The dreaded attachments schedule is out!
And it isnt THAT bad.
Thou attachments are already bad.
But i'm lucky the schedule is ok.

So here it is:
Gerontology Postings
@ CGH!
WOOOHOO!
I dunno why i love getting away from SGH.
So it starts from 27 August.
For three freaking weeks.

OT Postings
@ SGH
One is at Emergency Dept and the other at ACS
(what the hell is ACS?)
Okay that is for 2wks.
Starting from 24 Sept.

PRCP Postings
@ SGH (like duhhhh! haha!)
Its the biggest posting ever.
The last in fact.
Its for 3 FREAKING MONTHS!
Thats where we get dirty.
I mean we get used to the hosp.
And it is gonna suck!
I rather suck balls..again..
HAHA!
And ok..the things we learn is gonna be tested to the max.
Thats the bad thing..
Haiyaa..
Anw its from 12 Nov - 2 Feb.

'One thing's for sure..
PRCP is not gonna bother me with the Punkrock Returns Gig ok!'

Orite.
Not to think much bout this shits.
Now i've got better things to think bout.
Like my ICA tmw and my FYP.
(Which im doing now..hehs..)
And my Clinical Theory Test tmw.
And my skills test next Tues.
And the many2 many MANY exams coming up.
Ok bye!

2007-07-12T17:02:00.000+08:00

So tired..
This week is like so busy!
Busy Busy Busy!

Monday started of ok..
I dun quite remember wat i did on monday.

Tuesday i had FYP meeting.
Did the video.
(Which right now my grpmates are redoing again)
And after tat supposed to session,
but it was cancelled.

Wednesday i had FYP meeting again.
And at 5.55pm had my practical and then theory.
Which i had expected to fail.
But the theory i passed. heeee!

Thursday (today) i'm doing FYP again.
After this will be meeting dear Zy!
Gonna walk2 at town and watch...
HARRY POTTER!!!!
WHOOO HOOOO!!
Yeah2!
Thanx to Zack who had booked us tix.
THANK YOU ZACK!

Finally Friday i'm gonna do FYP again.
And go printing if can.
And then go Bandzout!
Yeah lets see the 'scene' kids in NYP.
LOLS!

The best part of this whole week..
4 days i had to come to school at 8am!!!
And everyday i sleep around 2am.
Its sooo damn tiring!

2007-07-07T04:53:00.000+08:00

Setting out my priorities:

Long term:

To get my bike license and a bike by December (the least)

I cant stand it anymore.
I've been delaying my practicals since April.
And now i see even more the importance of having them.
For one, i wont haf to rely on others.
For another its my own and ppl cant say much.
If i haf a bike license, i hope to get a Yamaha x1.
But Zy's asking me to take his RXZ.
While he buy a X1.
Hahaha! Unfair sehhh..lols..
But see how..pass first..HAHA!

2. To keep my relationship with Zy steadily.

We aren't in official terms.
As in he's my bf and i'm his gf like the typical relationships.
But we still love each other.
So that's good enuf for me.
This means i cant bear to haf him out of my life.
Since we gt back together, things haf been smooth.
But now parental figures are starting to be a problem.
Their thoughts bout guys with bikes is trouble.
Haiz..I can't possibly get a rich highly educated guy.
Cuz they arent my type at all.
I rather have a guy who makes me happy.
Very happy.
And for now, i prefer having a punk rock guy.
=)

Short terms:

To complete my FYP and impress my lecturer and maybe even more. =)
To pass my upcoming exams which is insanely difficult

Life is short.
I realised it quite awhile back.
Sometimes i feel i dun haf much time to do things.
And there are people who restrict me.
It wont be long i step into my 20s
And by then, many things will change.
As said by tis guy at the jamming studio,
"Its not your courage which will stop u,
Its age which is catching up to u."

I think he's right.
Somehow i feel that nw i dun feel like i would dare to do certain things which i had done during my secondary sch times again.
I keep rationaling the consequences.
I dunno laa..

Another thing, i feel like i haf no confidence as a Staff Nurse in the future.
I dun think i can cope.
And i feel its gonna be freaking stressful.
Arghhh..
Sometimes i dunno why i chose nursing.
It still havent show me the benefits.
And the satisfaction of being a nurse.
I hope things will change.

MXPX Singfest!

2007-06-28T01:33:00.001+08:00

The day started sooo sucky.
I rather suck balls..
HAHA!

Had a presentation at noon.
Which i had conveniently forgot to send the editted slides.
And had to rush to edit again..
And finally in the end,
after editting soo much the slides were spoilt.
So if i knew i juz change the colors,
and not put in any animation,
and no clip-arts,
and the fonts are the standard types.

But watever it is i dun care.
Its done.

The best part of a bad start to a day is....
TO JAM AT NIGHT!!
WOOOOHOOOO!!

I am now Tong Drum.
Hahaha!
The 'tk-menjadi' version of Farish.
Yeahhh so i jammed with Revolt.
Revolt maut ahh siol..
Especially the drummer..
Khai..TAIK!!
Dun forget the guitarist and bassist..
Jameng and Wan..COCK!!

So today within a day i haf to learn like many songs..
Juz anyhow get the chords.
Either on the spot or during session a few hours before jam.
HAHAHA!
Sooo yeahh only certain songs i played very right.

Here's a list:
Cold and All Alone.
Tomorrow's Another Day.
Mr Clean.
Seattle Was A Riot.
Falling In Love.
Linoleum.
Kkk Took My Baby Away.
Foolish.
Rock and Roll Girl.
International You Day.
And 2 Mustard Plug songs which i dunno the title.

Thats roughly it.. =)
Jamming was great!

OKAY PEOPLE!
I've juz checked out MXPX's Myspace.
And tat cock Wan really told the truth.
MXPX IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!!!!!!
Like OMG LAAA!
9 August!
Heck care with National Day.
MXPX IS COMING!
I'm DEFINITELY going!
WAHHHHHH! I hope it will be a blast like Nofx gig.
OR EVEN BETTER!!

2007-06-23T11:56:00.000+08:00

Its already SATURDAY!
And that is not always good.
Cuz its the last wkend of my hols.
Dammit must go back skool.

I was planning to dye my hair.
But juz highlights thou.
A few strands.
But either white blond,
or hot pink,
or green..
HAHAHA!
I dunno laa..my hair is damn BLACK!
And i hate it..

Final year project is like a few weeks away..
And the song is still not ready.
ARGHHH!
I dunno laa..
And i only have ONE pathetic poster done.
Logo NOT done..
I think i can go haywire already..
And its on 18th July.
But we wanna complete it by 4th July.
I'm stressed mannn..

2007-06-17T20:53:00.000+08:00

Its already Sunday.
8.53pm
And he's still not home yet..
Arghhhh..
I miss him alot laa!..

Haiz..ok nvm..
We'll juz wait.. =(

Anw yesterday was the day when I finally went out wif Dolli and Belo.
We went to Far East and ate.
Haha..
Kesian Kin mknan kau asek tk sedap..
wakakaka!
Then we went to play pool..
The outing was a really short one.
Cuz we didnt walk around town tat much.
Cuz Iqah hafta go visit her friend.
Then Kin's bf came to mit us.
So Kin n I ended up wif her bf and friends.
Hahs..

"At times like this,
I wish my dear friend was here.
And we can go somewhr together.
Come home soon ok.."

I MISS YOU KUDUT!

2007-06-14T16:40:00.000+08:00

He went away yesterday.
At 11.22pm..
And like i miss him alot already laa..
I've gotta endure 4 more days.
Or even more!
That was wat he said..
Cuz he went to Pahang wif his family..

The last time he called was to inform me that he's reaching M'sia.
And the reception will cut off any time.
Then I was so sleepy,
I juz said ok u take care alrite..
And then I slept till 3pm today.

And I felt like it was a dream.
I wish...

Shit mann I miss him many2 laa.
Lets COUNTDOWN!

Darling Belo!

2007-06-10T21:49:00.000+08:00

YEY!
Today is the day i finally meet up wif BELO!
Hehehe..
Syikin the Outerspace Belo!
Miss you laa gerl!

Supposed to meet with Iqah.
Then she hafta go out wif her mom..
Kau ni ehh..
Alasan jer tauu..
ishh!

Anw we hanged out at Admiralty's Mac.
Yeah catched up with all the new happenings and all.
Then we took this pic..
And we were like,
"Sak uh muke kau mcm muke aku!"
HAHAHA!
We chit chatted like till 7pm.
Then she hafta meet her boifie..
While i..haf to go home watch Shrek 2!
wakakaka!
Kay laa Belo!
See u again next time yeah!
This time with Dollie..haha!

2007-06-07T01:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMENG!
Hahaha!
Your freaking 22!
The number is sooo boring..
Switching the 2 digits u will STILL get 22..
Haha! Cehhh..
Getting older/marriage soon huh..

Abes kan NS dulu ok!
HAHA!
Kay arhhh u watch out ah..
22 eh? okay..
Kau suke cake tk?
Its made of flour, eggs and milk rite?
Kayyy arhhh..get ready ok boiii..
wakaka!

Kau makan taik ahh!
Wakaka!

Get Well Soon.. =)

2007-06-06T01:07:00.000+08:00

Oh man..
My dear friend Zy is like sooo sick.
I mean sick as in literally.
High fever.
Omg..
I didnt haf a thermometer juz now.
But i bet his temperature is like 100degrees.
HAHA!
Okay not..
Maybe 40plus or 39 something.

He's body is like damn hot.
Okay againnnn i mean literally.
Hot like bbq human sia..
Okay not againnn...shit lame ass me..
His whole body is emitting heat.
His forehead, neck, chest, arms, EVERYTHING!

I went to visit him and bought food for my personal patient.
And the first thing i saw was,
A large piece of blanket on the mattress.
With my humps and bumps.
That was my dear friend laa..
He's all covered with blanket.
He said he felt cold.
But when i touched his skin,
everything was very warm.
So I spent few hours with him.
To keep him company and take care of him as best as i could.

Poor thing sehh..

Hope you get well
soon okay dear.

=)

Anw yesterday was Amin's Birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GILER!
Hahaha!
It had been a long time since i saw him and Liha.
Zaman was there too.
Iqah and Mat were supposed to be with us.
But they couldnt turn up.
Dunno bout Amirul thou.
If not almost all of my old classmates would be there.
Almost but there's lots more laa.

So in the end we juz hanged out at the seats in front of 204.
I MISS LI SOOO MUCH SEHH!
She isnt even at school now.
So i haf very2 slim chance to see her.
Yeah I noe u miss my lameness rite girl?
Hahaha!
I cant believe u guys think i havent changed abit.
Hey i'm more matured in thinking ok.
Maybe not the jokes part.
I mean matured jokes are BORING rite?
So yeah...
Lameness is always fun!
Wakaka!

Hope to see u guys again during anyone else's birthday gathering yeah..

Anw I can't wait for auditions.
But dammit i'm not prepared.
With Azhar's comment which is:
'Your singing must improve. Its too flat..'
I totally feel the pressure sia..
Arghhh!
Playing guitar is one thing..
Singing is another..
And improving on both takes time..
But auditions will be this weekend..
ARGHHHH!
Wish us good luck puhhhhlease!

2007-06-02T23:26:00.000+08:00

Okay i'm at home.
Its like a Saturday night.
Yeah now is 11.26pm
Sooo not the time i always reach home.
HAHA!
Juz to please my parents for a day.
So yeahh..

Anw went to town with Gyant.
She's so BIG and FAT and ENORMOUS!
wakakaka!

So we went to Far East.
To fill up our empty stomach.
And decided to go to Esplanade on foot.
We walked all the way till John Little next to the Singapore Visitors Centre.
Then we went in..
I tot of buying the canmake blusher like Candy's.
But in the end we played around with the testers.
Then she saw this HOTPINK nail polish.
And used on the thumb.
Then we went out..
Continued our journey to Esp..

Then we reached PS.
And saw John Little again.
We already decided to paint all her nails..
So we did more testing!
WAKAKA!
We both tested the Miss Sixty perfume too..
It's so nice..
I'm gonna buy it wif my next pay yeah!

Then we went to this 7/11.
And this was wat she saw...

I TOLD YOU THERE WAS SUCH THING AS
SUNMOON!

Hahahaha!
Zy anyhow say 'santan' lahh..
Cock siaaaa..wakaka!

Then next we saw this promotion at 7/11
2 Mini Cup of BEN 'n' JERRY's @ $5.50!
WOOOOOHOOO!
But the disappointment part was that 7/11 doesnt haf the ice cream.
So we went on a journey
"IN SEARCH OF BEN 'n' JERRY's"
Hahaha!
We went to all the 7/11 in the town area.
Finally....
We failed...
=(

Haizz..
Such a disappointment.
Then i decided,
Lets buy Moo Sandwich Ice Cream!
So we went to Cheers at Cineleisure.
Thats were we saw....

BEN AND JERRY's ICE CREAM!!

wakaka!
but there wasnt any promo thou.
But we bought one each anyway..
Haha!
Niceeeee..Again i ate Cookie Dough Ice Cream.

So then we met the rest of the 201.
They were watching the band performance.
We waited for this band called '180'
They said that the band was a punkrock band.
So yeahh...
Support support support local bands!
They were cool..
They were jumping all over the stage and stuff.

So anw these are my darling lame girls..
Gyant..Yes HUGE ain't she?
Mel..Melling as i love to call her..Irritating..HAHA!
Zean..Fara-hhhhhhh..haha! she's gonna kill me..hehs..
And Me..

My Dear Friend

2007-05-31T11:57:00.000+08:00

Yeahhh..
Things are slowwww now.
NOT.

Kay forget my crapiness.
Anw went out wif Zy yesterday.
Met him and Ayie at their workplace.
And headed to Bukit Merah awhile.
And went to Zy's place.
Chilled out awhile and went to Wdlands.
Cuz he wanna mit his granny.
She's like so cute..
Grannies are always cute to me.
Heeeee..

Then we bought tix to watch a movie.
SHREK 3
Hahaha!
So the kiddy type rite?
But the movie is damn funny laa.
Lame too..
But it was nice.

I'm anticipating the next movie to watch..
a MUST-WATCH!
Cuz my darling is acting...HAHAHA!
Its...

HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHEONIX!!!!

omg.omg..omg!!!!

Hahahaha!
Yeah i'm gonna watch that.
Hopefully with Zy again or wat.
If not him also can laa..
Cuz i dun care!
Its the movie i wanna watch..
Hehehe..

Ouh yeah..I did bought Zy a prezzie.
Which is juz a simple jacket.
Haha..
My mind kept wanting to buy Converse shoes for him.
But my money was not enough.
Haiya...

Here's a short vid on his bday.
And yes there was a cake.
A NICE CHOCOLATE CAKE.
Yummmmmmy...

"The past few days were nice.
It felt like a dream.
A real life dream.
I never would want it to end...
But if u wanna turn your back,
Its alrite, I'll understand.
Although this time its your pace we'll be following,
I do really hope of a happy ending..."

To My Dear Friend

2007-05-29T00:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZYRUL!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUUUUUU!

*******
Hehehe..
Just in case i wont get to see u today,
here's a nice birthday song for u kay.
Imagine me singing..
As loud as i can..
Imagine my NICE voice!
Wakaka!

Sorry uh Zy i dun haf any prezzie for u..
Maybe my next pay i'll get u a belated one..
OKAY?
Kay2 huggiesssss!

2007-05-27T04:31:00.000+08:00

Started the day with a hefty meal yeah.
Hehehe..
Went to this hotel at Johor wif my family.
Had a buffet lunch sia..
Like loooong time never eat so much.
Like wanna BURST!
HAHA!
Then went to Esplanade with the 201 peeps.

Comic Strip's performance was great.
As usual..
They really had gone far..
Aidil for once, inspires me..
HAHA!
Everytime lepak cock nk mampos jer..
Then this is the first time i see him like not as cock, but still is
COCK!
wakaka!

Anw it was Zack's Birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZACK!!!!!!!

Sorry ar aku tk belik kn present.
Tapi fireworks showcase tu actually laa present kau..
Cool kan..
Aku tauuuu..
WAKAKA!
And aku blanje kau roti prata.
Ok pe kan....

And even Sheda came along to watch the perfomance.
HAHA!
Great having a friend to skank along wif me..
Best sioll!
Wasted aku pakai slipper..
Haiya...

Today met Hakim and Ahmad.
Those lame ass biatch....
HAHA!
It's been a long time yeah..
Biase uh..
HAKIM DAH ACTION!!!!!!!!!!
Suddenly out of nowhere called.
Then at last they came and we chilled at my blk's void deck..

Lepak with them for 1hr can have six packs already sia..
Thanx to all the laughing..
Gyant joined in too..
And she also cannot tahan their lameness..
Kekek giler..
KLAKAR PE KETAWE?!
HAHA!
Anw they really made my night.
Wasn't feeling too good after CS performance @ Esplanade.
So meeting Ahmad and Hakim was a good idea.
And this stupid Hakim, dah pass license motor dah makin ACTION!
Hehe..

Anw hope to see u guys again..
Hehs..peace!

**Thou tonight i don't get wat i really want. Can't contact you. Met you for such a short period of time. And you haf to go. I'm lucky that I have something else that makes me a lil bit happier.. The lame ass friends.. But still it would be better if i could see you. My dear friend. =) **

2007-05-25T22:53:00.000+08:00

Three days have past.
Since the NAPFA test day.
And i'm still having aches.
Especially at the abdomen area.
Maybe i'm growing six packs.
WAKAKAKA!

So this was hw we looked after the 2.4km run.
Which we ran mind u..
But only ONE round!
HAHA!
Fat ass pigs us yes..
But we did get a nice 'Certificate of Participation'
Soooo proud of us Animals.
=D
And after the run we wanted to go eat.
So we decide to eat Nasi Lemak.
Thanx to this Makcik, we got free food..

YES? NASI LEMAKKKK??

HAHAHAHA!

Ouh yeah.
Pat and I felt that we did a lot of exercise.
Enuf to make us feel good bout ourselves.
We could feel less fats and more muscles.
Uhuhh..uhuhhhh..

Yeahh..NAPFA did help us be a healthier person.
But i rather not do it again.
HAHAHA!
FREAKING GEMOMEST SIAAAA!

**Life is Not always the way u want iT to b**